I'm the Demon not You

by Fineprint55

What if Clary was taken from the Institute and tortured for four years in a underground chamber? In those four years she found out that she was a demon not Sebastion or Jace she was. In the chambers she finds Demitri who is also a demon ,but why were they taken there. When they get out they learn that they are in the in England. Will she ever be able to cope with her inner demon?

1. Chapter 1

I have come up with another story I will finish the other story today or tomorrow. I have thought about this for a while now but I just didn't know if I should write it but I hope you will like it. As always these characters belong to Cassandra Clare.

Clary's POV

Have you ever felt alone like you didn't have any one to clutch to? I think we all have in one way or another. I have felt that way for two years now well at least its hard to keep count when you haven't seen the sun or moon. I have been tortured for four years but I've only felt utterly alone for two of those years . Then I met Demitri. How I got here is a mystery all I remember is waking up next to a boy named Jace going on a run and then I found myself in a room filled with thousands of others chained up to walls like me. In the two years I have spent here I have learned that I am a demon not a shadowhunter with extra angel blood but a demon so that means Sebastion is not the demon or Jace but me. I have lived down here for four years going on five I think that if I ever get out of this Hell hole I don't know what it will be like is my brother still threating to take over the world and is Jace still in love with me or have they all moved on without me? I have been chained to the wall for a year before they took and interest in me and started to experiment and thats how I found out I was a demon but thats a story for another time. I guess I should tell you who I am my name is Clarissa Fray or Morgenstern I haven't seen myself in the mirror all the years but I have bright red hair and green eyes I am still wearing running close but barely and I am as skinny as a stick because they feed us a piece of bread each week. I have found that if you have a friend that it is not as painful as you think ,because you have someone that is their to help you forget about the pain. Demitri is the one that helped me more than himself he arrived two years after me he was placed by me and we confort each other after they bought us back from the back room as we call it. I'm not sure were we are but it's got to be far enough were you can't here the screams of the people that call out for help. I haven't thought about my past life for a while now but sometimes I will go back to them in my mind but its usaully to painful.

Demitri has Black hair that is now in is eyes and blue eyes they don't hold any life in them he doesn't have the same hope he had when he first got here when he got here he was determined to get out one way or another ,but he lost it after a year but then again who hasn't? I know who has the new comers we usaully get hundred every month because people die of each month. We are all packed in one room probabaly the size of a school gym but everything is bare we sit and sleep on gray concrete floors and the wall are aslo gray and conctrete. Sometimes they don't remove the dead so they sit there and stink till they remove them. Demitri is the only thing that has kept me going for the years we used to try to make stupid jokes and we talked about what we wanted to be if we weren't shadowhunters or in are case now are only half way demons but we still change into are demon forms but we haven't yet because they haven't awaken are full demon yet so when we are supposed to change we don't ,because only half of are demon is awoken and it hurts like hell because that part of us still tries to change. At this momment Demitri is in the back room and i'm sitting here listining to he's screams ,because I can't do anything about it I try to focus my mind on something else but I can't because all my nerves have taken control of my body and I can't help but listen till there done and drag him out and chain him up. I haven't been taken into the back room for a week now and it's been great giving the conditions. Demitri on the other hand has been in twice and it kills me that I can't do anything to help him all I can do is wait till he comes out and confort him. When he is draged out a few hours later hes so bloody you think he wasn't even alive till they chained him up again and I was there by his side before you could blink and when you saw his chest going up and down barely you knew he was alive.I put his head in my lap and talk to him and he stares at me and listens.

I sit there till he falls asleep we don't fall alseep at the same time he sleeps and when he wakes up I sleep because if they take one of us we want to be there when I or he comes back to make sure we'll make it through the day or night. I sit thier and look at the people that are chained up and they look lifeless I am one of the few that have survived four four years the rest have died of some lasted longer than others ,but most lost hope and some were beaten because they stole , some gave up and starved themselves , and some tried to fight and were punished they took them in the back room and they never come out.I sit tgere till Demitri wakes up and his blue eyes land on me and he smiles and tries to sit up but fails.

" Hey " He says but it's barely audible.

" Hey how are you feeling " I reply

" Well I would be lying if I said I felt fine so I'm not going to do that the truth is I feel like shit " He said a grin playing along his lips.

" Don't we all " I said with a weak smile before he can reply the doors open from the back room and the room goes silent. They bring out the women and chain her up and look around the room for the next one there going to take into the back room I set Demitri's head back on the floor slowely and scoot back to my lay there eyes on me then look away and point a man that is sitting across from me and they drag him out. Hours later they here banging on the top floor and if their is one. Then a guy jumps down followed by the two men he ooks bhind them and pulls out a dagger he kills one of them but while he was doing that the other man pulled put a lighter and lit the whole place on fire. The last thing I saw was red everywere and the man searhing for surviours and then everything blurred together and went dark.

I hope you like and don't hate if you don't like . I just wanted to give this story a chance so I will finish my other story today or tomorrow. If you do like it I will post more of this story and make the chapters longer.