I know I should be updating CRA, but this suddenly came to me and I had to post it :D
Disclaimer: for the millionth time, if I owned CR I wouldn't be writing here, Smitchie would've kissed, Naitlyn would've got together and Jason would've got his bird house.
Caitlyn's POV
"She's so amazing! I mean when she smiles I feel like the room lights up. God she has such and amazing personality-" I sat nodding my head as Nate went on about his new girlfriend. They had gotten together a few weeks ago, and since then it's always been, she's so pretty, she's so amazing, it was getting on my last nerve. No, not that he was talking about her, although that was kinda annoying, the fact that he couldn't see how every time he talks about her my heart breaks a little more.
Sitting here,
listening as you talk about her,
'shes amazing',
'shes perfect'
why can't you see that, I'm not the girl,
you can say that to
I don't wanna listen anymore,
I don't wanna cry behind your back,
and tell you everything is alright.
When really my heart breaks,
with every,
touch,
smile,
breath from you.
"Hey Nate, I g-gotta go, okay?" I stuttered, trying to hold back the tears that were beginning to pool in my eyes. He turned to me, snapping out of his daze.
"Are you okay Caity?" he asked concern crossing his features. I nodded and ran out of the room, trying to hold the tears back until I got home. I couldn't make it to my house, the tears began to fall as I entered the park. I sat down on one of the benches, and began to sob.
Why can't you see,
you're the reason,
that I cry at night,
why can't you see,
you're the reason,
I won't let love find me.
You're the reason,
my heart has shattered away
I don't wanna listen anymore,
I don't wanna cry behind your back,
and tell you everything is alright.
When really my heart breaks,
with every,
touch,
smile,
breath from you.
I couldn't understand why, even after all the times he made me cry, that all I wanted was to be able to hug him again. His new girlfriend thought we were too close of friends and told Nate to stop hugging me, and kissing me on the cheek when we parted. My life was spinning out of control, and he didn't even know, we'd been friends for two years, and he threw that all away for a girlfriend.
How can it be that,
even after all this hurt you put me through,
without you,
my world stops spinning,
without you,
there is no sun,
without you,
my heart stops beating.
I don't wanna listen anymore,
I don't wanna cry behind your back,
and tell you everything is alright.
When really my heart breaks,
with every,
touch,
smile,
breath from you.
I continued to sob helplessly, making many pedestrians look at me oddly. A hand descended on my shoulder and I shrieked. I turned around and it was Nate. He looked at my tear stained face and immediately engulfed me in a hug. I couldn't help my self, even after all the stuff he put me through, I needed him.
"Caity? Tell me what's wrong? Please?" he begged sadly, I shook my head, and went to run away. He caught my hand and pulled me back to the bench. I groaned and looked up, storm clouds were coming in.
"Nate, let me go!" I exclaimed wiggling my hand. He shook his head stubbornly.
"What's wrong, tell me and I'll let go" he said determined. I continued to struggle, until I couldn't take it anymore.
"I love you! Okay? I fricking love you! Your girlfriend hates me and won't let you hug me. You only talk about your girlfriend all the time! And I miss my old best friend!" I yelled at the top of my lungs as the rain began to pour down on us. He looked at me shocked for a moment
"And I know you don't feel the same. So I'll just leave and you can have your happily ever after with her okay?" I screamed yanking my hand free and running away.
With every breath,
you breath with her,
that's a piece of my heart's puzzle,
that flies away.
I smile and say every things alright,
when really,
with everyone of your breaths mingled with hers,
mine stop.
I ran about half way across the park before my legs gave out and I fell to the ground sobbing. The rain continued to pour down, but all I could feel was my heart shattering. Someone sat down beside me, I looked up and it was Nate. His curls were matted to his forehead, his cheeks red from running.
"Caitlyn, I love you so much you don't even know. I dated her 'cause I thought you didn't feel the same" he exclaimed. My head snapped up, just in time for him to lean down and press his lips to mine. His arms wrapped around my waist pulling me close, I wrapped my arms around his neck, playing with the wet curls that lay there. He pulled away a few moments later, resting his forehead against mine.
"I love you" he said kissing my nose lightly. I gave a small smile.
"I love you too" I responded kissing again lightly.
With every breath.
Okay this is what happens when my mind wanders :P I hope you like it, it's my first Naitlyn one-shot. Let me know what you think. By the way the song IS mine so I'd like to keep it that way, no plagiarism!
Luv always,
Drama Queen
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