longing for love.
max p.o.v I lay with my eyes open restlessly upset about my life tryin not to wince at the pain rolling over caused me so much but, i needed to talk to him. i needed Iggy right now badly. i knew if i can`t talk to iggy i would want to cut myself so i felt numb safley, happily numb but, before i even thought about moving i grabbed my phone an dialed iggy`s number. after 2 rings he picked up "max?are you okay its like 10:38 are you alright did he hit you again?he questioned quickly then i answered. "hey ig i`m okay. i just needed to hear your voice." i said without a concern because jeb the step monster my dead moms legal husband my mom and sisters murderer an my abuser now its only me and ella my lilttle sister but jeb was passed out on the couch. "he did hit you again didn`t he? max please i need to know i need to help yo-" i interuppted him because i can`t stand his 'i need to protect you' crap. he moved to the NYC 8months ago. "iggy, you know he did so why even ask? i know 1 day it`ll stop, 1 day he`ll change." i told him unconvincingly. "Max, no it`s not it`ll nevr change you said the same thig 2months not safe." he complained but i was tierd now an upset so i replied back. "iggy you can`t sheild me form the world anymore." "can`t a guy try?" he asked. "you know what, iggy i don`t wanna fight like this now. i love ya likea bro but i gotta go. bye, iggy." and with that i hung up with a struggle keeping my eyes open i finally fell into my safe heaven *dreaming*
"Max? maax? come here."a voice spoke i know the voice but ...maya?my dead sister in my dreams "maya? is that you?" i replied "yes max. now please hurry up." yep thats maya.
"where i don`t .. oh hey maya? why am i seeing you in my dreams?"i asked "max your in danger." "yeah but i`ve always been in trouble so, whats the dffrence now jeb is at his worst he `s gonna kill you like he killed me an mom."
"mom? where is she maya?"
"she can`t visit while i am or at the same night."
"okay but how am i gonna leave without him finding me an ella(my baby sister)." i asked "i have left you somethings in my room in the closet. these things are hidden."
"if they are hidden how am i gonna find them."
"the panel sunderthe carpet the code is 5573 you will know what to do. but you have to got back now an leave before he wakes up goodbye max."she said fading .
max p.o.v I lay with my eyes open restlessly upset about my life tryin not to wince at the pain rolling over caused me so much but, i needed to talk to him. i needed Iggy right now badly. i knew if i can`t talk to iggy i would want to cut myself so i felt numb safley, happily numb but, before i even thought about moving i grabbed my phone an dialed iggy`s number. after 2 rings he picked up "max?are you okay its like 10:38 are you alright did he hit you again?he questioned quickly then i answered. "hey ig i`m okay. i just needed to hear your voice." i said without a concern because jeb the step monster my dead moms legal husband my mom and sisters murderer an my abuser now its only me and ella my lilttle sister but jeb was passed out on the couch. "he did hit you again didn`t he? max please i need to know i need to help yo-" i interuppted him because i can`t stand his 'i need to protect you' crap. he moved to the NYC 8months ago. "iggy, you know he did so why even ask? i know 1 day it`ll stop, 1 day he`ll change." i told him unconvincingly. "Max, no it`s not it`ll nevr change you said the same thig 2months not safe." he complained but i was tierd now an upset so i replied back. "iggy you can`t sheild me form the world anymore." "can`t a guy try?" he asked. "you know what, iggy i don`t wanna fight like this now. i love ya likea bro but i gotta go. bye, iggy." and with that i hung up with a struggle keeping my eyes open i finally fell into my safe heaven *dreaming*
"Max? maax? come here."a voice spoke i know the voice but ...maya?my dead sister in my dreams "maya? is that you?" i replied "yes max. now please hurry up." yep thats maya.
"where i don`t .. oh hey maya? why am i seeing you in my dreams?"i asked "max your in danger." "yeah but i`ve always been in trouble so, whats the dffrence now jeb is at his worst he `s gonna kill you like he killed me an mom."
"mom? where is she maya?"
"she can`t visit while i am or at the same night."
"okay but how am i gonna leave without him finding me an ella(my baby sister)." i asked "i have left you somethings in my room in the closet. these things are hidden."
"if they are hidden how am i gonna find them."
"the panel sunderthe carpet the code is 5573 you will know what to do. but you have to got back now an leave before he wakes up goodbye max."she said fading .
*reality*
i jumped up dressed in my jeans and a tee shirt sayin 'i`m no diffrent then you only prettier' and my knee high converse i went to mayas old room which stayed the way it was since she died i walked past the errie setting to the closet an opened the door smelling a breeze of cotten candy purfume waft past me in a swift breeze i crouched down on my knees to pull up the carpet . when it was up i seen the panel an typed 5573 an it opened it was filled with haha cliff hanger ima go post an write more not a long wait ~fax fan99