Dear Brendan,
I got your letter and after all we've been through you couldn't say goodbye to me to my face? That hurts me but I guess I can understand why.
Yes you hurt me and yes you caused me pain but I loved you anyways. Actually scratch that I still love you. Yes you make m crazy and drive me mad but I still do. I thought by marry Doug I could forget you. I mean logically he's the better choice but I still sometimes wonder what would of happened if I didn't marry him and went to you.
You're a good man Brendan even though you've done bad things but in the last few months you've changed so much in the last few months. You became a man I can love again or love even more than I already do. You're loyal and would do anything to protect those you love even stay away because you think that's for the best. Also, how can I be happy if your not in my life? You could make me happy Brendan I know you could. Yeah I love Doug but I'm not in love with him like I am you. That's why I'm coming after you. I'm coming to Dublin and I'm gonna bring you back to me and we are going to be together. I know it won't be easy but I'm willing to try, are you? After all you're the one who told me love is a leap of faith. Well I'm taking the leap will you take it will me?
With all my love,
Ste