A/N: Hey this is my first fic and I got it while I'm on my vacation. It's a song fic based on Panic! at the Disco's Lying Is More Fun For A Girl Than Taking Her Clothes Off. It doesn't come up now but I promise it will in later chapters. I'm planning on writing another one for House but will see how this one turns out! Read and Review and tell me if you like it
Disclaimers: Don't own CSI: Maimi or it's character's and it's Panic! at the Disco's song and Lyrics
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There was no sun on one hot and balmy Miami afternoon, as a content Ryan Wolfe got out of his truck just getting back from having a peaceful lunch, unfortunately, by himself. The love of his life, also one of his favorite lab partners and lunch buddies, Calliegh Duquesne had been working all day in the Everglades with one of their best friends, and fellow CSI, Eric Delko. Ryan, knowing that she probably didn't have lunch, even had a doggy bag of the rest of his lunch for her.
He was looking down at the pavement watching his feet as he approach the office, when he heard the sound of Calliegh's familiar Hummer's engine. He smiled to himself and was almost inside but decided to go and meet up with them. The sight that he saw next would be permanently burned into his mind along with the rest of the awful memories he would rather erase.
There making their way to the back seat were his so-called love of his life, Calliegh, and his so-called best friend, Delko, making out and moving faster and faster into petting and groping as clothes began to be shed. He couldn't believe it. He felt as if his heart was dropping all the way down to his feet. The acid in his stomach began to rise as his lunch threatened to come back from whence it came. He fought back the urge and swallowed while closing his eyes causing tears that he tried to hold back slide down the side of his face.
He then looked up making sure he wasn't dreaming to see Delko staring right back at him with the most satisfied look in his eyes. He was actually grinning into the kiss that reminded Ryan of all the forbidden kisses they had shared in the back of her car as well.
One thought was the only thing in his mind as he stormed back into the building and ran all the way past his lab office not caring how many tears fell from his eyes, or to try to buck up and be a man, or that his boss Horatio Caine tried to get his attention and ran after him as Ryan burst open the door to the men's room almost braking it and emptied the contents of his stomach:
How could she do this to me?
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Ryan was dry heaving by the time Horation finally caught up to him. He was also shivering from the cold sweat that was all over his body. He could feel his eye lids begin to close and prayed to pass out before he could face the man that he knew he had to lean on as Horatio turned him around becoming increasingly worried with Ryan's condition as his body was starting to shake.
"Ryan?" Horatio called to him as he gently patted his face. Hearing a moan of anguish come from Ryan cleared up some of his worry but not all of it as Horatio tried to get Ryan to open his eyes. "Come on, son, open your eyes and talk to me."
The word "son" always made Ryan feel confort from this father-figure of his. It was enough to earn his permanent respect and to get him to open up his eyes and show Horatio the feelings that made him reach this vulnerable state.
"I don't understand it, Horatio, any of it." Ryan said in a shaky voice as he pulled his knees up and put his elbows on top of them to put his head in his hands trying to stifle the cries as sobs came out from his hands all muffled.
Horatio kneeled beside Ryan and tilted his head so that he could get a better look at Ryan. Horatio felt as if he was talking to his own son of which he, unfortunately, had none. Still the Miami DADE CSI's were his family. " Come on, Ryan, tell me, what happened?" Horation used his name to further stress the point that Ryan could lean on Horatio and that he was man enough and didn't have hide from anyone especially not him.
Ryan looked into Horatio's eyes with a such a distant vacant and angry expression as a few more tears escaped his eyes that Horatio's blood went cold. He felt as if he was looking into a face of one of the serial killers he had to put away and not the eyes of Ryan Wolfe that were cool kind and filled with passion for life. But these were Ryan's eyes.
"She's cheating on me, Horatio, and with none other than Delko." Horatio tried to open his mouth to speak but he never got the chance. "And yes, before you ask of course I'm sure! I just saw them having sex in the back of her hummer." Ryan spat out pointing towards where he was for what felt like was moments ago. He sighed and crashed his head against the back of the stall squeezing his eyes shut and then opening them as cold tears of hatred fell down his cheeks. He never felt so betrayed in all of his life and he was yelling at the one person who was trying ot help him. "I'm sorry, Horatio. I just- I just don't understand it. Look at this!" Ryan shouted as he pulled a small black velvet jewlery box from the pocket of his suit jacket. "Look! I was going to ask her to marry me! We've been togther for months! And I find her with her hands all over Delko? How could---?" Ryan stopped short of his last question as tears of hatred turned to tears of saddness and the good cry that he deserved but didn't want began to surface. The safe and happy world that he knew was falling in on him and he was suffocating. He felt Horatio's arms reach out to offer him support and he fell into him shaking as he tried to control the sobs that came out of his mouth.
Horatio pulled Ryan into a fatherly hug as he patted Ryan's back and rubbed it to help calm Ryan down. "Shh. Ryan, son, it's going to be okay. Now come on, calm down so we can go talk about all of this calmly in my office." Horatio told Ryan as he felt Ryan's sobs and shaking begin to subside. Horatio then let go of Ryan and made his way out to his office. He turned around and watch Ryan take a shaky breath and regain control of him self trying to steel his eyes as best as he could.
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Upon reaching his office, Horaito noticed that his trusty ME Alexx Woods had been waiting outside patiently of his office for him. Her sassy smile quickly turned to a worried mother's frown as she noticed not only Horatio's serious and equally worried demeanor but also Ryan's sorrowful eyes as he looked downcast and seemed to be following Horation almost on autopilot. Horatio opened the door to his office and as Ryan tried to enter unnoticed Alex grabbed his shoulder like she would if one of her two children tried to hide something horribly sad from her.
"Are you okay, baby?" She inquired already clucking over him to make sure he was all right. Horatio smiled as he guided Ryan away from Alexx and into his office. Alexxworried face question Horatio as Horatio smiled knowingly on her.
"Give us a few minutes Alexx. Alright?" Horatio slanted his head towards her. This was a serious look that Alexx was all to familiar with.
"Sure. Just come to the Morgue when you can I got some information on the body of that John Doe you found in the gulf that might prove interesting to you." Alexx told Horatio as she took one last look towards Ryan as he once again waswearing that dangerously vacant expression on his face. "My poor baby, tsk tsk tsk." Alexx muttered as she walked in the direction of her dead victims.
Horatio smiled to himself quickly at this as he walked back into his office. He leaned against the fron of the desk and looked to Ryan who sat on the couch and had his angry eyes locked with his concerned ones. "Ryan," Horatio began, "I want you to take the next three days off." Ryan opened his mouth to protest but Horatio stopped him imediately. "I want you to get away from everyone. It'll do you good and you'll get to think about things. If you need more time after you get what you need straightened out just let me know and don't worry about the cases we can handle everything here." Horatio smiled warmly to Ryan letting him know that everything would be alright in time. Ryan sighed and stood extending his hand. Horatio let out a breath happy to see that Ryan's eyes were Ryan's again and not that of a cold- blooded killer and they had nothing but admiraiton in them.
"Thank you so much Horatio," Ryan told him as Horatio shook his hand.
"No need." Horatio assured Ryan as they walked out of his office.
As Ryan left in the direction of the lab he caught sight of Calliegh and Eric coming in together. He tried to hide his anguish and picked up his pace realizing that Horaito was right all he wanted to do was get away.
Horatio saw Calliegh and Eric step up to him to report on their findings from the Everglades and noticed the disheveled hurried condition of their clothes and Eric's goofy and shameful grin. He motioned for them both to step inside and the seriousness of his look and the ashamed look in his eyes made Calliegh's heart stop. They both looked at eachother as if to say "Uh-oh, busted!"
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A/N: My first chapter for my first fic! What did you think? I liked it! I could see it happeneing on the show even though it was a wee bit dramtic...REVIEW PLEASE! Holla!