Summary: Fuuma too cared towards his friend than his Kamui. He didn't aware what Kamui felt about this…

Rated: T

Genre: Romance, a little angsty now

Note: my first fanfic here XD,sorry for all the mistakes here and there. About the grammar, pronounce, and else please tell me if its sucks, wrong etc. Reviews will be good for my health! Enjoy!


Kamui turned his heel back from his way to Fuuma's class. He already knew it; Fuuma wouldn't come back home with him again today. Kamui watched the floor for a moment; saw something interesting there than went to Fuuma's class, he leaned his back to a wall and sighed heavily.

He frowned thinking back about Fuuma's excuse to him why he couldn't go back home together a few days ago, maybe for a few days or weeks or months, who knows. Fuuma said he had to pay a visit to his friend in Ueno hospital. Sayaka Yuri. A tall girl, with long-black-silky hairs that flow gracefully when she walked, big brown eyes similar with fuuma's, and pretty damn genius, but unfortunately she had a dangerous disease or God-knows-what and now she was in a critical condition. Kamui couldn't fully understood this. He still understood why Fuuma had to visit his classmate friend who in a critical condition, Fuuma always concerned about other peoples being, he was a kind-hearted after all, but still, why he had to visit his friend EVERYDAY? And it's a GIRL…

Kamui decided to come back home finally, it's such a waste waiting Fuuma, he thought. That's when someone patted his shoulder and pulled him back, he almost stumbled because this.

"Kamui," Kamui looked up and saw two brown eyes which looked down to Kamui's violet eyes

"Fuuma, what're you doing here?," Kamui asked.

"I want to meet you. What else?" Fuuma said as he kissed Kamui's forehead, lucky for them no one saw it.

"You have to visit your friends, don't you?"

"Yeah, but I really want to meet you," Fuuma's eyes held a seriousness with his firm voice. That part of him which make Kamui always smiled and let a warm feeling flew in his heart.

Kamui's face softened a little. "Do you want to visit her with me?," Kamui didn't know why he offered this in the first place.

"Are you sure? You don't have to if you-" Kamui raised his hands and cutted Fuuma's words

"No problem. Let's go before it's too dark" Fuuma smiled and took kamui's hand.

"Excuse me," Fuuma and Kamui entered a hospital room. The evening sunray irradiating the dark room peacefully. The sounds of the crowd city outside and peoples conversations about many things gather in a certain evening atmosphere which so comfortable.

"Ah, Monou-kun," a middle-aged woman, Kamui believed she was Sayaka's mother, greeted them and let them in. "Come in, come in. And… who is this?"

"My name is shirou kamui, Fuuma's friend" Kamui bowed his body slightly and that woman smiled a little

"Nice to meet you, Shirou-kun," She turned to Fuuma and (still) smiled. "She already waiting for you, Monou-kun".

Fuuma nodded once and went forward to Sayaka's bed, Kamui followed behind him but a hand blocked his way.

"Shirou-kun, can we just talk outside?" Sayaka's mother asked. Kamui took a glance at Fuuma, who already beside Sayaka's bed. Kamui saw Fuuma's eyes filled with concern and care toward Sayaka, Kamui just nodded his head and went outside. When they already outside, Kamui leaned his back on the wall and took a glance again at Fuuma.

"I never saw you before," Sayaka's mother shocked Kamui a little,

"Yes, we are in different class but I decide to come with Fuuma today. Am I such a bother?"

"No, of course no. You're a nice boy," Kamui smiled and let her talked. "I always afraid if this will be her last time. I will grant whatever her wish right now," she paused as she closed her eyes. "She said she wanted to meet with Monou-kun last week, I called him and asked him to accompany her and he did it everyday".

"Yes, of course. He's really nice to everyone after all," Kamui forced a little smile form on his face, but actually he felt panic arise in his heart but he let her continued. "Monou-kun is so kind. He's always in sayaka side, talk about many things, smile and laugh together. He is so careful, full with concern and takes care of sayaka. Guess he has the same feeling towards sayaka"

The last words echoed in Kamui's head, there was a painful feeling in his heart. "Sayaka like Monou-kun a lot, it's not a merely fancy feeling, it's love. Look at them. They look perfect, right?"

Kamui knew that Sayaka's mother didn't mean to hurt his feeling but Kamui still felt that painful feeling in his heart growing. Suddenly, Kamui stood upright and excuse his farewell. "I'm sorry, but I just remember there's something that I need to do"

"You don't want to wait Monou-kun?"

"Please don't tell Fuuma. I'm sorry for being a bother. Excuse me," with that, Kamui walked away, half running.