I knew this was going to happen.

Once again, little Miss I'm So Perfect thinks that she's going to get all of the guys to ask her out for the year end dance.

And guess what...

She did.

I swear, if I didn't know any better, I would say that Paige Michalchuk is the snottiest, loudest, most annoying person on the face of the planet.

And yet she's the one who gets all the guys.

"God Tash, are you ever going to let it go?" Ellie asked, twisting a finger around her long braided, bright red hair. I shook my head, looking at the disgusting lunch that Sheila had served today. Roast beef and mashed potatoes. But it didn't look quite right.

Ew!

I pushed my tray to the side of the table and snagged a chip off of Ellie's. She ignored me completely and stared at Marco. I can't believe she's so completely obsessed with him. I could tell he was gay since day one, and duh, she's just so hung up on him that she's not going to obviously realize it.

"Hello girls," Ashley smiled, sitting down next to Ellie. She opens the bottle of water that she had bought and sipped it slowly. Ellie briefly waved hi before continuing to stare at Marco. I glanced behind me to see that Sean Cameron, who both Ellie and Ashley had told me was the school's "bad boy", was staring at me quite pecularly.

Feeling childish, I stuck my tounge out and turned around to watch Ashley burst into laughter. "I can't believe that you just stuck your tounge out at Sean!" she laughed again, gently pushing Ellie. "Ells, come on. Join us in this world we call girl time."

Ellie looked over at me with the strangest look on her face before smiling at me. "So, what are we talking about now?" Ashley looked at Ellie and rolled her eyes.

"Come on Ells, pay attention." She told Ellie about how I stuck out my tounge at Sean and then launched into a story about PMS, which I wasn't sure I knew anything about.

I turned around to watch with disgust as Paige sat in the popular circle, admiring the boys that were surrounding her. She gagged and looked away to see that Sean was staring at her again.

She ignored him and looked through her bag for her english notebook, figuring that she'd start working on the journal that they had to do for a year long assignment.

October 1, 2003

Life is boring as usual I suppose. Ashley and Ellie are awesome friends, and I think we might go the class dance together. I can't stand how Paige is flirting with half the guys in our school. It's so annoying! Oh, and today during lunch, Sean Cameron was staring at me. It was very awkward, but I guess I shouldn't have stuck my tounge out at him. Funness.

Someone tapped me on my shoulder. I turned around and looked to see that Sean was standing right behind me.

Ashley and Ellie stopped talking and stared with mind-boggling eyes. I glared at them for a minute as they started laughing. They stopped right away, so I looked back up at him.

"Hey...Tasha. Can I talk to you?"