When You're Gone
Femmeslash A/O. There are three words I never got to tell you. You were ripped away from me unexpectedly, and I miss you. (Involves Witness Protection).
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Olivia's P.O.V.
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
I miss you, Alex. I always questioned my ability to love anyone before I met you, but you changed that. You made me a better person, inside and out. You taught me to love, and I know I love you. The day you "died" I was planning to tell you those special three words that would have changed our lives, but you were ripped away from me unexpectedly. I want to spend the rest of my life with you by my side. I Love You.
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
I need you so much now, so much that it hurts. I walk around like a zombie, my eyes lacking the brightness they once used to hold. I was filled with so much life when you were here with me, but since you've been gone I haven't lived. Everyone here at the squad has been trying to get me to be my usual self, but I just can't without you. I Love You.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and made it ok
I miss you
I need you here. I miss your smile, your love, your body, your smell, and your personality. You always had this raw sensuality no matter what you were doing. I always said you were my angel and that you were sent from above, cliche as it sounded, it was true. Every time we made love, or when you smiled, I was breathless. Your beauty seemed so surreal. I had to ask myself what I did to deserve you and your love. I Love You.
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and made it ok
I miss you
I miss you, Alexandra Elayne Cabot, and when you come home I will ask you to marry me. I already have the ring picked out with an inscription written on the inside of the silver band: My angel, my love, my life, and my world. (followed by an inscription of angel wings)
I love you, Alex. My heart goes out to you, wherever and whoever you are.
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R&R! Hoped you liked this songfic. I have a little more songfics but they'll be one-shots unless I write otherwise because I'm in the middle of working on more than 5 stories, and most of them are not one-shots. Bare with me, Pieces might take longer than expected. I hope this one ties you over until Chapter 6 of Pieces is done. Happy Coming Out Day!...yesterday, lol!