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First, sorry that I gave you that cliffy then didn't post. It's just because even though I want it to be, writing is not my main priority. So sorry, I haven't been able to get on my computer. So thanks for all the reviews, and helpful words, and on with the first chapter Love and Loss.
Previously on First Fight, First Note.
Cece's POV:
"Oh, so the way you apologized for making the notes, is with another note?" She said confused.
"Just read it." I said nervously knowing she wouldn't be happy with what she was about to find out.
Ty's POV:
"Really?" Gunther said.
"Yeah, we need to talk." She said as she gestured towards her room, and he followed.
Rocky's POV:
"Okay, so I know this might sound terrible. But yes, at first, it was a simply pranking, where I was going to find out one of you secrets and tell the school. But that day that I saw all those notes, I realized I really care about you. And I know that you probably won't ever forgive me, but I want you to know that I will always love you." He said , and sadly the only thing I could think of was to…
Gunther's POV:
She kissed me! Oh my freaking goodness, that was amazing. Man I love her.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
The end
I am still here…
Anonymous' POV:
'I love you?' Are you kidding me? After all I did to break them up they are still together? Well, I can't wait to see the looks on their faces, when I tell them that I was blackmailing Cece and Deuce to pretend to be me. I hope they like that.
The Beginning of Love and Loss
Cece's POV
Today is a good day, relatively. Today is the first day of the tenth grade. This is my year, this is the year that I will become the best dancer on Shake It up Chicago, and I will become super popular and have so many things. But the only problem is that I am pretty sure that everyone that I have ever known hates me for something that I didn't do. But you know what, I don't need them, all I need is myself to get to the top. Oh who am I kidding, I am all alone and that is probably how I am going to stay for the rest of my life.
As I walked into the brutal but vibrant walls of John Hughes High I saw everyone who I didn't want to see me. Now I should probably tell how everyone feels about me.
Cece's Flashbacks
Gary: So after everyone found out, Gary got furious with me. He didn't really say it but he showed it a lot with his actions. For instance, he couldn't fire me because he didn't like me, so I went from being the lead dancer to the barely background person. I mean seriously, I had more stage time, on the first day of the show. And it was scary; everyone would always look at me, and try to find the slightest imperfection, to criticize it.
Deuce: So after the whole debacle of me getting blamed for everything that happens to Rocky. Deuce basically took Rocky's side, as if everything that happened was my fault and even though it was, he didn't know the whole story. I mean before I could even explain that I was being blackmailed, Rocky told him of all the bad things that happened and he never talked to me. He never said hi when I walked by in the hallway. This hurt the most, since I was; I mean I am in love with him. I think. I want to be but things aren't really going my way, I wouldn't even be surprised if I got hit by a car today. Yeah, I just really feel unlucky today.
Flynn: For the most part, Flynn was kind of scared to talk to me at first as if I would do something bad to him. But I remember after about a month of everything, he came up to my room one night, and at first I thought that he was going to say what everyone was going say, but he didn't, he just sat next to me and hugged me. And about a few months ago I would have been so creeped out, but this time, it was good, this time I actually felt loved. For once.
Tinka and Ty: Well, Ty and Tinka's actions were pretty self-explanatory. I mean first they started dating saying everything that has happened has brought them closer together. But the shocker is that Tinka has not said one bad thing to me all this time. I honestly thought that she would get even meaner, if that was possible, but no she just ignored me, and so did Ty. And then it just kept multiplying like a virus. At first, it was just Ty and Tinka, then it became all of Ty and Tinka's friends, and before I knew it the whole school basically hated me.
Gunther: You know some people don't think that I cared that I hurt Rocky, but I do, I really do. I mean after all we have been through I would never have hurt her, but I guess no one wants to neither believe me nor listen to me. Which absolutely and positively sucks. Gunther on the other hand, has actually been civil to me. I mean if I say hi to him, he will say it back, and I know that that sound sad but when the whole school basically hates you, it's kind of nice to know one person completely doesn't want to shoot your brains out. But I am always wondering why. Why be nice to the person, who almost ruined your life? I said almost.
Rocky: First of all, may I say that, even though I didn't think that I was possible, Rocky got even prettier. I mean her hair got longer her, her body caught up with her height (you know what I mean) and she even beat Candy Cho in everything. I mean you should have seen her face, I have never seen someone so happy, and all I wanted to do was just run up to hug her, but I guess that's the price you pay to hurt the ones you love. She hasn't really talked to me much, but sometimes I steal a glance at her to see her smiling at me, and when our eyes met each other's, I instantly saw her look at me and remember every single bad thing that I have ever done to her. This sucks, because I meant none of it, I was forced.
My Mom: Well, at first my mom grounded me for what seemed like forever and she always kept saying how she was so disappointed in me. And it hurts so much that she didn't even give me the time of nor would she let me even explain. It was all about, 'Oh Cece how could you do this to someone so nice as Rocky' and the whole time that she was talking all I wanted to do was shake her and say 'THE ONLY REASON I DID THIS TO ROCKY WAS FOR YOU, I DID IT FOR YOU' but she wouldn't understand, no one would understand.
End of these flashbacks
After processing all of that, I had to sit down and as I looked at the group of people that I have been longing to see, during the whole summer, I was immediately intimidated. As I looked, I saw Deuce with his earphones on high volume and his arm around his new 'she is just a friend' Dina. I remember when I was just a friend. Next to them, was Tinka and Ty, or as they go by Tynka hand in hand. Ty dressed as normally with his sagging pants, and Tinka well, Tinka was still the bright rainbow she has always been. On the other hand, I saw Gunther looking normal, and I mean really normal like no sparkly clothes normal, but that scariest part was not Gunther's outfit. No it was Rocky and Gunther and Danielle in the middle of them talking to Gunther. Yes, Gunther's old girlfriend Danielle. They were both laughing, but all I could see was the sadness and desperation on poor Rocky's face. It was too sad.
Oh and to whatever person who said, "If you love something, set it free, and if it's truly yours it will come back to you" I guess was not in high school.
Rocky's POV:
You know I thought that once I got Cece out of my life, that everything would be smooth sailing from here on, but let's just say my life has become a series of complications. I mean first off, the most obvious; Gunther. Okay, he is the most complicated boyfriend I have ever had, well I think he is my boyfriend, I mean we haven't made it official or anything, Every single time we bring up the topic, we always get into this mutual agreement on how on don't need to label it. But I was lying the whole time, I really need a label. We kiss, we hug, we go on dates together, how freaking hard is to ask me to be his girlfriend?
And ever since he changed his clothing styles, all the girls have been all over him, especially Danielle, his ex. Which sucks.
I mean I know this might sound selfish, but during the summer we were in love, and now we are just two really good friends. I even recall a time, a few days ago, when we were hanging out, and we were about to kiss, but then he saw Danielle and I spent the rest of the time, sitting there watching them basically having a date.
And the thing is, is that times like these, all I want to do is just vent with Cece, but I can't. And that's the sucky part, because I miss her. And I watch her, looking at me and even though she is sitting there all alone, I am pretty sure she is having a better time than me.
Anonymous' POV
Wow doesn't this bring memories. My first day of tenth grade, this is going to be a ball of fun.
Okay so that is the draining but informative story premiere but I hoped you loved it, because I know I did. Disclaimer: Please don't get mad, but there will be a lot of different relationships that aren't RTD. But you know I always follow through. I guess you are supposed to review now. Thanks for reading!