Hey y'all! It's Abby! I know I haven't been on in forever but I've been extremely busy and so yea. I found some inspiration for some new stuff so that will be up soon! Here is a kind of spin off of my suicide notes story. it is like what the others would write in reponse to the note like a letter system. kind of their response to the suicide. Here is ambers first because it was easiest to come up with. Also this is going to be allies letter to amber based on what amber said in the note.
Dear amber,
I know you won't be reading this. You're up in heaven where you belong. My therapist said this would be a good way to help "heal the wound". Did you know I need a therapist now? You probably are watching me even now, peering over my shoulder as I write. Or maybe you're off in heaven looking at shoes or make up or, dare I say, other guys.
You might be shaking your head. If you were here you would probably roll your eyes and say of course not. Reassure me that I was perfect. But apparently I wasn't good enough. Because if I was enough you would have hung on. Did you even stop to think for a moment how badly this would affect me? Or did you just go ahead and do it?
Nina had a panic attack because of what you did. She hyperventilated and passed out. We had to take her to the hospital where she went into a coma. Amber , you put some one in a coma. She nearly died. Patricia cried. Patricia. She never cries. Ever. And yet she cried for you. Fabian fell down a flight of stairs when he heard the news and couldn't stand. Even joy cried.
And then there's me. I am sitting here now in my weekly hospital mandated therapy. That's right. I went insane. Its been 3 months. To you it's probably been a blink. No time at all. But so much has happened. So much.
I miss you amber. We all miss you. We might hate you from time to time, but we all want you back. Even Jerome cried at your funeral even though he tried to hide it. And don't worry. Your dress was beautiful. You were wearing your favorite pink one. It looked amazing. You looked amazing.
It's been three months and I still can't grasp it. Why would you do that? Why would you even consider that? You could have talked to me or Nina or even Fabian. The others might judge you but you off all people should know I never would. And Nina certainly wouldn't. We all love you amber. We just can't bear it.
I miss you so much. Your smile, your laugh, you comments, your impeccable tastes. Everything, from your hair to your eyes to your personality. I think I can get through this. I just wish I didn't have to.
- Alfie
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