Welcome to my new story. I hope you enjoyyy:3

Bella's POV

Edward leaned in to kiss me, but before he reached my lips, I ran inside, slamming the door. I locked it and looked down. Why did I do that? I know the guy really likes me. Plus, I just lost my first kiss. Ugh. Bells, you ruin everything. You know that right?

"Home already?" I jumpeed, to realize it was only Charlie. Checking my cellphone,I realized it was only nine o'clock. My curfew is twelve.

"Uhh.. Yea dad. I didn't feel good.." I lied.

"Have a good time?" He asked.

"Yea.." Another lie.

"Alright. Night.." He sighed, walking to his room. I love my dad. But he thinks he's not here for me enough. I really don't mind. I've always been the loner in my group of people. And I'm used to it. So its not a big deal.

"Night dad.." I walked to my room and logged on to the chatroom.

-BellaTheLoner- has signed in.

~PrettyPixie~: BELLAAAA!

-BellaTheLoner-: Hey Ali.

~PrettyPixie~: How are you today? How'd the date go?

-BellaTheLoner-: Eh and Eh.

*BuddingRose*: Uhoohhh

~PrettyPixie~: WHAT HAPPEENNNEDDD!

-BellaTheLoner-: Hey Rose. Oh, and I dont know.. I wouldnt let him kiss me..

*BuddingRose*: BELLS! YOUR SIXTEEN AND HAVENT HAD YOUR FIRST KISS!

~PrettyPixie~: Really, now Bella?

-BellaTheLoner-:I dont know.. He leaned in and I freaked. I dont know why.. I didnt want him to be my first kiss..

~PrettyPixie~: Ugh. Fine.

*BuddingRose*: Im off. and, Bells, your crazy. He's the hunkapoo of Forks High..

*BuddingRose* Has signed off.

~PrettyPixie~: Right behind ya, Rose. And, I totally agree.

_BellaTheLoner-: Fine. Bye.

~PrettyPixie~ has signed off.

I decide I'll go to Chatroullette.

(the white circle is bella, her chat partner will be the darkened circle)

○Hello

•Hai

○Im Bella.

•Your gorgeous.

○Lol, Thanks. You tew:3

•Heh. Im Jenni

○Short for Jennifer im guessing?

•Nah. Just Jenni

○Ahh. Cool.

•Yep.

○I live in Forks. What bout you?

•New York. Look, Im gay. Jus saying before we get to comfortable.

○Thats alright(: Idont judge.

•Thanks.

○Np

•So, whatsup?

○Nothin what about you?

•Wondering how you got so pretty

○Awh. Thanks.. Your amazingly beautiful too

•Hehehe:3 Thanks.

○Notta prob. Its the truth

•So, are you gay or bi?

○Actaully.. Ive never thought about it..=/

•Its alright. I know it feels weird to not be sure.

○Thanks. Do you have a MSN? Thats what I usually get on

•Yep. I actually do. Its &&JustJenni&&

○Ill add you. thanks

•I dont mind such a pretty girl to know anything about me.

○heh. Thanks again:33

•As I said. Np. Im gettin off. Tired. Talk to you tomorrow?

○Yep. Bye. Sweet dreams.

•Sweet dreams, love3 (:

○Hah. Bye.

YOUR PARTNER HAS ENDED THIS CHAT.

As I signed off, I thought to myself. She's a great girl. But, I still dont even know my own sexuality.. Ugh. Maybe sleep will help?

I lay down and close my eyes,Jenni crowding my mind.

Goodbye Universe..

I know this chappie sucks, but itll get better. Promise.