I want to die.
Have you ever known what it feels like to have no one to turn to?
To feel so alone and worthless?
It's hard,
Months of endless tears and pain,
I have absolutely no reason to get up in the morning,
No reason to live anymore.
The smile on my face is so fake,
Inside I'm crying,
And I'm sick of pretending I'm okay.
A broken,
A destroyed soul,
A depressed little girl.
There is no one there to listen,
No one to tell me it's all okay,
And the only thing I can do is cry.
Maybe I will be okay, but maybe I won't,
If you knew how much it hurt, you'd just want to kill yourself,
You can only feel wrong for so long,
Until it gets too much to take,
Can't anyone see the pain I hide each day?
I just wish that I could have someone I could trust,
And would listen but wouldn't tell,
A heart full of love and understanding.
Because no matter what I've done wrong, no one deserves to feel like this,
Can't you see what I'm going through?
It's a hard life to live, feeling that low.
Each minute feels like an hour,
Each day feels like a month,
And your life is never ending.
To feel like there is no way out,
And that you will never be happy again.
"I want to die"
It's a horrible thought you may say,
But you will never truly understand.
A tear will always fall on my pillow before I go to sleep at night,
My skin will always be pale,
And my eyes will never shine like they used to.
Do you get the picture yet?
I need someone to understand,
And someone that I can trust,
In need to feel loved,
And to feel wanted,
Not to feel like nobody cares.
I want a way out of feeling like this,
I want to die.
If you could give me one wish,
I know what it would be.