Simple
"so, if you don't want marry me, just tell my father about that, he will understand" it's the third time, I say the same sentences that night when we have dinner on the Akabeko restaurant.
Kenshin just glancing a while and then drink his coffee again, like he try to ignoring my word or maybe pretend that he already thinking something about our arranged marriage.
"Kenshin, speak something or maybe I just go and we can discuss about this next week when we have a time" I said while grab my purse and ready to go, just then he caught my wrist.
"it's not like that I don't want to marry you Kaoru, but I know you don't love me"
"why you thinking like that, I already love you since I 12 years old when the first time I meet you, for goddess sake, but you just ignoring me, date with many pretty girls and have a plan to marry one of them'' my face become red with anger and my eyes become blurry
"can we make it more simple Kaoru?"
"what do you mean?"
"to be honest, yes I ignoring you, yes I date with many pretty girl, and yes I already have a plan to marry want of them, but yes I already falling in love with you since first time we meet but you are too young for me, people can say I am pervert because date a girl eleven years old more younger than me, am I true?"
"Kenshin…" my tears already falling because I am happy and also sad because his pain to pretend that he not love me. Then I walking toward him and our eyes meet, I see his golden eyes and his seriousness.
"Ne, Kenshin, when you date that bunch of girl, do you think about me?"
"of course not"
"what?"
And then Kenshin have his hand around my waist
"because no girls can substitute your position in my heart or in my mind"
"are you try to seduce me?"
"to be simple, yes I do" said Kenshin while he plant a kiss in my left cheek.