I cant even begin to explain what this is
But maybe, I could tell you just what it feels like
Behind the smoke and flames and underneath the car
Beyond the barricade the cops have made
Past the crew of fireman scrambling to get me out
The sensation is overwhelming, the pain intolerable
I hear sirens and screams
I see people and lights
I can smell my skin cooking, my hair burning
The concrete is smooth, cold on my face
A huge contrast to the fire on the other side
Isn't your brain supposed to shut down?
When your in this much pain, it hurts
I think I'm going to die here
Now there are arms and faces
I'm being pulled and tugged
But everything is fading fast
Why are there so many people behind the yellow line?
I cant even remember my name
Let alone why I'm here
Did my car flip? Took a turn to fast?
Who knows
I bet someone out there does
Maybe a witness
Have I been drinking?
Who knows
I'm almost out of the car
It's a big car
A hummer?
Its black
Or maybe that's just from the fire
My visions going black too
I bet that's from the fire
There's more people now
Medics? I sure hope so
Please save me
I don't want to die here
I want to live my life
Whatever it consists of
Please don't let me die
My skin feels like its ripping apart
I'm going to die
Here in front of all these people
I wonder if Ill make the six o clock news
I wonder who will be at my funeral
Or if Ill even have one
Who knows
Maybe people hate me
Maybe they don't
Save me please
So I can find out
I'm being lifted
Into a truck
An ambulance
Its getting darker now
There's a man talking to me
"Mr. Jordan? Can you here me?"
Jordan? That's my last name?
Who knows
I cant breathe but I still fight
While I can fight
I'm fighting the window
That just wont break
I'm fighting the water
That's up to my neck
I'm fighting myself
That's screaming in panic
Drowning
Its up to chin
I'm going to die
My cars going lower
The waters getting higher
I'm so terrified
My hands banging the glass
I'm going to die
I'm 20
My birthdays next month
And I'm dying in this car
Today
That sort of comforts me
In way
I'm not sure why
I stop shifting. Hitting
Screaming
I'm tired
And the waters to my ears
I'm completely under
Submerged
Things have gone foggy
The waters a greenish blue
I see light far off
There's a shadow coming towards me
A man
The glass broke
I'm being pulled, tugged
I'm free
Free at last
But I cant move, not a muscle
My eyes close
Thank you sir. Thank you for saving me
The waters gone
I'm so cold
But there's heat
Where's the heat?
It feels distant
Whys everyone shouting?
I'm lying on the ground
Cold cold concrete
I open my eyes for moment
Why are there so many people?
What happened?
How did I end up in the lake?
Too fast?
Was I drunk?
Accident?
Am I the only one?
Who knows