blargh . in need of a new fic , so yah .
ignore my crappiness kthx .
Her hand shook violently , as she picked up the razor laying on the rim of the bathtub she sat in , fully clothed .
Pansy Parkinson gently pressed the blade to her left wrist , lay her head back , and thought for a moment .
Her life was hell . H-E-Double-Ell .
Draco Malfoy , the love of her life , had just left her for that frizzy haired , buck-toothed , failure of a female , Hermione Granger .
Over a period of time , she had gained five pounds , which to her , felt like a hundred .
And , to make matters worse , EVERYBODY had noticed , and , to her dismay , kept pointing it out .
"Hey , lard ass !" One would cry .
"BEEP , BEEP , BEEP . LOOK OUT ! PANSY THE TRUCK'S A'COMIN' !" Another would follow .
She had contemplated self harm for quite a while , but never actually followed through with it .
Though , tonight .. she would change that .
With a single fluid moment , she dragged the razor across her wrist , crying out softly at the sudden rush of burning pain .
The scarlet blood trickled out of the surprisingly deep wound , and she pressed a wad of tissue against it , to slow the bleeding .
The tears now fell from her green(A/U: I've never actually known what color they were . I'mma guess .) eyes as she was wracked with gutteral , heart-wrenching sobs .
"What've I done ..?"
A/N: Short chapter , I know . ):
I need reviews .
More reviews = more angst . 3