A/N: Ignore my grammar mistake and enjoy.

Haruto watches from afar as Eruerufu or known as L-Elf is watching the television about the news that is being broadcast. Even though it is just for a short while but he realize that Eru just glance at him a few times. He knows very well that he is just worry about him so Haruto came close to his lover and embrace him from the back.

"What's wrong?" Haruto asks.

"Nothing." He answer shortly.

Even though he didn't show much expression on his face Haruto know well that his lover seems disturb by something so Haruto sit on his lover lap and wrap his arm around that person, wanting Eru to pay attention to him and it works perfectly since he is wearing shorts revealing his legs.

"Eru kun. Did something happen?" Haruto asks nicely.

"It's nothing."

Haruto didn't give up and kiss his lover cheek.

"Tell me."

"No."

"I just want to help."

Eru sigh and wrap his arms around Haruto waist and brush his lips on his lover, he know that Haruto is just worry but sometimes he just want to solve his problem on his own. He has made Haruto worry too much about him.

"I want to solve this on my own."

"Can I help?"

"Haruto, I don't want to trouble you and this problem is very different."

"Eru kun . . ." Haruto whispers and rest his head on his lover chest. "I want to do everything I can to help you, you're my everything so please share you're burden with me."

Eru stroke his lover head, he is touch to hear such words come out from Haruto mouth, he is happy and feel guilty at the same time.

"I love you Haruto."

"I love you too."

"Haruto . . ."

"Yes?"

"Thank you for worrying."

Eru pull Haruto closer to him and again he kiss that boy once more, deeply this time running his tongue inside that person mouth, hearing as Haruto is enjoying it and seeing him blushing just make him want to tease that person more.

"So cute."

" . . . Really?"

"Yeah, my Haruto is the cutest person in the world."

Haruto closes his eyes as Eru press his hand on his cheek, it feel so nice to feel someone warmth somehow remind him of home but the place that he use to call 'home' has destroy a long time ago and his family is gone along with it.

Now the only thing that keep him living is none other than his lover that is also a part of a military that has kill his parents but he didn't tell Eru about this. Since if Eru know about this he will get suspicious and leave him someday.

Haruto never thought about revenge all he wants is someone to by his side and won't leave him someday just like his parents has. He want to love someone and someone to love him back, that is all he asks for.

If he lose Eru then there is no reason for him to live anymore.

"Kiss me."

Eru nod his head and kiss Haruto once more as he push that boy down and get on top.

"Eru . . . If anything happen you can always share the burden with me."

"If possible I don't want too, since three years ago you . . ."

Haruto quickly silent his lover by placing his index finger on that person lips, shook his head not wanting to remember what happen that year. 3 years ago something big happen and cost almost all human population on Earth to decrease rapidly and Haruto is one of those lucky survivors.

Only a few parts on the planet is not affected by the disaster and Eru use his money to buy a part of it so it can become a home for him and Haruto to live on.

Since his lover still wish to live on Earth.

"You have seen hell that day Haruto, I worry about you more than I worry about myself."

"So basically the reason you look like you're in trouble is because of me."

Eru didn't answer so basically Haruto was right.

"Eru everything that happen that day will be forgotten and I have you know so there's no reason for me to still mourn for my parents death."

"You don't want to revenge for your family?"

"It won't bring them back to live."

"Are you really okay about this?"

"Of course I am Eru kun, why are you asking me this kind of question anyway?"

His eyes are different than usual and he came close and press his body against his lover.

"What will you do if I die Haruto?"

Once he word the word 'die' he feel his heart got stab just now, what is Eru trying to say exactly and somehow he feel so frighten suddenly and seeing how serious Eru is which make him even more afraid.

Eru can see Haruto is frighten of what he just say but he didn't do anything since this question is very important since this will decide what will happen next.

"I will ask you again, what will you do if I die."

"Why are you asking me this?"

"Please answer me Haruto."

Everything that happen to him three years ago somehow came back to his memories, every detail of it and as he witness his parent die being murder right in front of him. Seeing as blood is everywhere and at that time he is running while crying loudly for help as others being murder everywhere. There's laser coming down from the sky attacking every citizen.

Everyone else is also screaming in pain or because they're afraid.

"I can't. . ." He doesn't realise his tears is running down to his chin. "I can't live without you."

Eru has finally receive the answer he is waiting for, with that he have finally made his decision.

"Then be at my side at all cost."

"Yes. . ." Haruto voice is shaking.

"I'm sorry for asking you that question, I just want to know."

"It's scary to think about it, I don't want to lose you."

Eru whispers gentle words toward his lover to calm him down, hoping he will be back to normal.

I will protect you Haruto and this time I will make sure you get what you deserve. I promise this will be the last time you cry.

A/N: Hope you guys like it and please review on you opinion about the story and don't complain about my English since it is not my first language.