Two more months, that's how long I have.60 more days
60 more sunrises
60 more mornings60 more tries to set my life right
59 more failures at trying to set my life right
59 setting suns
59 moons with millions of stars
59 more nights crying to sleep59 more nights waking from nightmares in the middle of the night
59 more days of hoping and praying
One more month, that's how long I have
30 more days
30 more days of training
30 more days of waiting
30 more days of hopelessness
30 more days of worry
29 more days of stress29 more days of pressure
29 more days of thinking I'm going to fail
29 more days of hatred 29 more days of untold love
29 more days of wanting
One Day, that's all I have left
If I had one more day until I died, what would I do? Would I spend my day doing ridiculous things? Or would I spend my last moments in complete peace? Would I comfort my mother, calming her with lies? Or would I tell her how much it really hurts, begging her to heal my pain, knowing she couldn't? Would I tell my dad how much I hate him for abandoning me and my mom, and only revealing himself to me because he needed my help to save his lazy, ungrateful, godly ass? Or would I tell him how much I love him and that I forgave him for everything he did or didn't do, and that I jumped at the chance to help him wanting to earn his love and acceptance?Will I comfort everyone I love, telling them it will be okay? Yes, because I know it will. I will be in peace because I know where I will go. I have been promised a place in Elysium. There I will meet my love and we will be together.
All of eternity is how long I have
All of eternity to spend with my love, who fell in battle.
All of eternity to spend in never ending bliss with my Annabeth, all of eternity…