Black, sure it's nothing more but a color, a color of the unknown, unconscious, danger, mystery, darkness. However… lately it seems so much more to me, I love the unknown, I love danger, the darkness has always frightened me but… I know my star wouldn't let any harm come to me. I wish I knew why I was having these feelings, Black, is the name of passion, his name is so beautiful… the biggest and brightest star in the sky. Sirius. It's nothing serious… I doubt he even likes me, Remus says he does, but it is Sirius Black, he probably is just trying to get a piece or something. Then it happened.

"Um.. Lily?"

His voice was so gorgeous… the shiver in his words.. The plain innocence

"Yes Sirius?" I calmly said, sitting in front of the fireplace in the common room working on my Charms homework.

"You're not busy are you? I mean… you're brilliant, you can do that homework anytime."

"Of course I can, was there anything you needed?" I said looking up into his grey eyes.

'Needed'… the words echoed in my mind like a bad song, suddenly the definition of need quickly ran into my mind.

"Well… I… since Prongs is off with Moony helping Dumbledore and Peter is doing whatever.. Would you like to go out to the lake?"

Sirius never talked like this, he was usually cocky and sure of himself, never taking almost five minutes to ask a girl a simple question, especially me.

"Sure it would be nice, even Prefects need a little time off." I answered closing my book and standing up.

"Great.. Now you know Evans… not to make any moves."

There was that humour I loved about him, always playing around.

"Miss Lily! A flower for my flower!" Sirius said bowing in front of her holding a tiny white daisy.

"Sirius you're so silly, thank you."

I didn't show it but my heart was beating a hundred beats a second, I held the flower with my finger and thumb and gently stroked the tiny petals. I hadn't noticed but, Sirius was still standing in front of me staring at me. My mind wanted to look up and gaze into his beautiful grey eyes, I was so nervous. I prayed he couldn't tell how much I was shaking.

"Look there's the giant squid." Sirius said pointing out towards the lake. "I remember in second year me and James tried to throw Peter out to it, Remus made us stop though."

"Aw you guys are awful." I said laughing, even though it was a mean thing to do but somehow it was funny coming from him.

Watching the giant squid had must have put my mind in a trance, because it had happened very quickly, Sirius has taken a hold of my hands, put them around his neck, and pulled me into him. Was it lucky to make a wish on such a beautiful night with the giant squid glazing across the water? From then on, it was for me.

I was expecting him to kiss me, I was begging inside of my head he would, but the time all we were doing was staring into each others eyes, his fingers dragging up and down my sides. He lied his head down on my shoulder and pushed me hard against him. It made me want him so bad, to feel as a part of him for just a moment. The hard part of his jeans in the middle pressing against mine, I wish he knew what he was doing to me.

I took my arms from around his neck and put them around his back, rubbing up and down, I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes. This should never end, it was too perfect, to finally be able to hold him more than a friend seemed to take forever.

Then the crunching of the leaves and footsteps made us break apart, whoever that is I swear I'm going to curse them.

"Hey guys! What you doing?"

It was Peter Pettigrew, I remembered Sirius saying he had no clue where he was, not to be mean or anything but I wished he would have stayed lost, unknowing to us anyway.

"Just hangin out by the lake Wormtail… where you been?"

"Oh no where, is Remus and James back yet?"

"I don't know wont you go find out."

"Ohhh I see… I'll leave you guys alone." Peter said with a grin, pointing his finger at Lily.

I was so glad he was gone, he tends to get on my nerves at times but I'm nice to him because the boys give him such a hard time, well everyone but Remus. I kind of wish he was here, I'm still shaking.

"Wormtail… he's a nut." Sirius said walking into the moonlight and dragging me along.

I didn't say anything just smiled. He stopped walking until the light was directly shining on his perfect face, not a flaw to be found. His perfect eyes… his perfect lips, big… but so kissable. I think I have a addiction, I've known his boy for six years, but didn't really get to know him until this year. I have always thought he was gorgeous though, I didn't care about the stories I heard about him, I wanted to find out for myself.

"Sooo… Let's talk about how long you have wanted me." He said with a laugh, but he was only playing.

"How do you know I even do?" I asked, I knew and he knew I was crazy over him, he just wanted to be proud of himself.

"Well… I know I have liked you ever since Remus told me you did." Sirius said smiling greatly looking down at the floor, his arms around my waist.

"Really." I tried to sound surprised, but I was still excited and happy to hear it from his lips.

I expected him to say something else but he didn't, it was as if he was frozen, staring directly into my eyes. His nose got closer and closer to mine, I couldn't make a move. Until his hand slowly ran from my side to the back of my neck pushing my face into his.

Hope u guys all like this... i know i know... its Sirius n Lily.. im not a shipper (L/J 4EVA!) its just one of those 'What If's?' that spark my interest... i also injoy sum Sirius n Remus action to ehehe... but i couldnt write slash if i tryed... but i think this story isnt that good... eh o well... enjoy! REVIEWS!