I know, I know, I haven't been keeping up with my Arrows of Light story. What can I say? I have midterms! Anyway...I have no idea why I wrote this but sometimes you feel the urge to write about a character that you hate- because you relate to them. It puzzles me as much as it probably puzzles you. Or maybe it really is just me. ;D

I can't absorb all the emotions

Always stirring around my soul

Not the soul that's mine, of course

But his, the one who makes me whole.

He's a different individual

Believes in justice through their death

Smooth voice resounds within my core

The reason for my every breath.

But as the days go on in silence

I feel his heart may never mend

The torture and the suffering

Like the world's about to end.

He will surely win this game, you see

The sword not mightier than his pen

His reign will be one of domination

And no one will chance to challenge his pride again.

Every sunset brings regrets

That I have done within the day

But it's all for Light, so I'll toil on

Let the pieces (pages?) fall where they may.

There's a time and place for all the regrets

Another evening to gaze at the sky

No others to confide in, no missing moments

Or resolutions to be made before I die.

Shuffling footsteps echo behind me

When I glance back, there's nobody there

I can't return to the life I wish I still had

Can't find it within myself to care.

The rippling surfaces of those I do not trust

They don't deserve to stay alive

And when the time shall come, and his feats are unveiled

The glorious era will arrive.

The light shines from his amber eyes

But there's a new darkness to them I do not know

His voice drowns out any desperate plea

But fear I dare not show.

A deep abyss surrounds my abandoned heart

I have no choice, I can't relent

I beg myself to accommodate his plans

Though I know in my heart- I'll never be content.

This riptide of uncertainty

Reluctance to live in the now

He assures me such, that he'll succeed

I feel that constant, irksome 'how'?

Yet I know that he is worth it all

The death and hate, the subtle pain

The king and god of a brand new world

I tilt my head up, laugh in the pouring rain

For no shadow is cast by Kira

And no weakness to be seen

I'll snicker in the face of Takada

And Misa-Misa will be queen.

©Ari

I need some ice cream...

Don't forget to review! I think I'm going to make a oneshot later about something of this sort, but I dunno. Is it overused?