Title: The way I Feel Tonight
Author: Moshi-Saki
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
Pairing: R/J
Summary: Jess' feeling after the kiss.
He can't sleep. AGAIN. He ran his hand through his messy hair. He hated this feeling. The more he tried to forget about it the more its bothering him. Why did she do that to me? She kissed me, and now she's pushing me away like this? She has no right to do this!
Jess sat back against his pillows, pulling his knees up to his chest.
" God… I miss her…." , he sighed deeply and closed his eyes. The images of Rory came to his head. He could still remember how beautiful she was, he could still remember the way she smelled, and he could still feels her lips pressed against his. He licked his lips with the thought of that. God …I wish you were mine Ror… He wandered how good they would be as a couple. He snorted. Yeah .. keep dreaming…
He wandered WHEN she will come back. When?? It's been…Forever! God knows how many times did he pass through the Gilmore house just to find out if she's home. He knew if Rory is back, the news is going to be all around the town. Yeah…"THE TOWN", this stupid, stupid town. Not to mention the people in it. Taylor? Miss Patty? Kirk? LORELAI?? And Uncle Luke??? All of them didn't like me. And they never will. I know deep inside they wish I never came back here. I think Rory's the one who can stand me. Well… at least that's what I thought. She likes me? She hates me? She likes me? She hates me? She likes me?? Hell, I donno WHAT she's feeling for me. or maybe she didn't feel anything for me. Maybe that kiss was just a mistake. A MISTAKE! Jess shook his head. No no no no… lord I hope it wasn't a mistake. Rory…. Rory… Rory…. What the hell did you do to me? He groaned and shook his head once again. He scanned his room. His books were everywhere… this whole month he felt like his life is so …. "Pathetic," he murmured.
Lately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
You've given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you'll see my heart is true
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
The world I know is pulling me
More and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me
With everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord
My spirit calls for you
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice…. Yeah…
(You know sometimes deep inside)
I feel like this
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice….
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life…yeah..
The way I feel… I hate way….
The way I feel…..