My days are long, my nights are cold
without you here for me to hold.
The moment we kissed, I knew it was right
To love you & want you with all of my might.
The hopes we shared, the dreams that we dreamt
Can you honestly say nothing was meant
Heartbreak. The worst feeling in the entire world, and the hardest to describe. It's as if you can't breathe, you can't stop crying and your chest burns. It goes on for a long time, but eventually fades. It hurts the first time, the first love is never forgotten. The first love is the one you compare all the others to. It feels as if you are being stabbed in the hearty repeatedly.
Weddings are supposed to be a happy time, to celebrate a love for someone and spending the rest of your lives to each other. In this case it's watching the man you love marrying someone so close to you. Someone you love and trust, betrays you takes away everything you live for. Your heart breaking.
It was supposed to be me. How could they do this to me. I always thought it would be me walking down the isle in a white dress, walking towards Sam as he smiled at me knowing we were going to spend the rest of our lives together. Emily would be the bridesmaid and all my friends and family would be invited.
But it's not me. Fate has made it's decision, for me to be alone.
And as they say the words "I do" my heart shatters, shatters into a million pieces. I run into the forest and phase. I howl and whimper until I feel nothing. Nothing but emptiness…