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Her beauty;
Most would call it angelic
I see it far beyond that
It was something unholy
How she steals my breath with just the mere thought of her;
If she's poison, I don't care for the antidote
She's the sun,
Vaporizing all of my sanity;
My self-control
Her love's my very own personal drug
Its addictive qualities known to me
And only me
No one else will (can) have it
My drug,
My sun,
My poison,
My innocently toxic angel
I hate the idea of seeing her with another
The hatred; jealousy; envy would consume and destroy my soul
To think of our happy ending being snatched from our grasp
All of our inner struggles amounting to nothing
Her radiance drained until she becomes nothing but an echo;
The remains of what once was, growing fainter as time passes
I won't let that happen
I can't let that happen
Thinking of how vacant she'd be
Not being able to bring her out of this lifeless state of self
A total zombie
She'd be the true meaning of a Nobody
Too empty inside to react to anything
I would never see her bashful smile anymore
Nor hear her gentle, sweet melodious voice
Or her small giggles that beckons me to laugh along
My overall love for her (And the dark desire of lust I keep hidden away)
Can't permit that to pass
She can't become what I once was
Although I may never voice my vows to her
She's too crucial to live without
The lurid half of me starves for her oh-so desirable touch
While my civilized half aches for her love and adoration
I know what's right,
But I'm being constantly harassed by the dominant side of me
I can't tolerate the thought of her belonging to someone else
Yet some part of my mind thinks that it could be for the best
Perhaps I'm keeping her from achieving her true happy ending…
What a ridiculous thought
To think I would actually consider such a scenario
She's mine to hold
I'm the only one who can love her so
Everyone else can go rot in Hell
I've had too many things taken away
She's not going to be another person to be lost to me
That's a promise I'll make sure to damn keep
My acidic angel;
The only one who can balance the good and evil inside me,
The only person I'll keep from the demon inside my head
And yet, still continues to be insidious without ever knowing
Who I'd go insane for,
Bear the pain for,
Lose my life for,
Naminé, my love for you has no boundaries
You are my strength and weakness
I promise you,
No one will ever hurt you again
Not so long as I'm here
I promise
A/N: I was up until 1:30 in the morning creating the rough draft of this fic (While listening to the Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack -mainly Beyoncé's 'Crazy In Love' - which greatly influenced the mood of this fanfic ;p), but I really wanted to post this on RokuNami day, so I wrote down what came to me in that short amount of time and this was the result (Along with the revision and some other last minute details.) This is my first time posting a story, so I greatly appreciate anybody taking the time to point out the flaws on my wording, spelling, grammar, etc. Wow, I'm rambling here, aren't I? But I just want to get this Author's Note thing out of the way so I can continue my Cryaotic marathon. Oh, but don't get me wrong, I really want some criticism on my work, since I can already tell that this has A LOT of mistakes, but I can't really tell in what specific category… Anyways I'll shut up now and continue to think of ideas good enough to be fanfic worthy! Until I post a somewhat decent fanfic!