Just venting, sorry if this isn't good.
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Can't you realize what you're doing? Playing games with my mind like that? Taking the mortal I used to be, and diminishing every trace of sanity left. Don't believe it? Well, how could you. Always focus on YOURSELF, and your needs. Ignoring all the desperate cries for attention around you. We used to be friends, you used to care. But soon your "love" took the place of friendship, more like sex drive. Some queen. What happened to the compassion you once had for the girls who would risk their lives for you? Sure, saying that you love us and actually expressing it are two different things.
Guess it isn't entirely your fault. Thousands of people would die to have eight of the most powerful women in the Solar System at their command. Many would abuse that power, unfortunately you're one of them. This could have been predicted earlier if we just paid attention to the details. Even myself, the Senshi of Time, couldn't predict this happening. The changes were small, tiny things here and there. How barking orders slowly became more natural for you or that small smile spread across your face when you thought no one was looking. The smile, that caused the once delicate lips of love you possessed to twist into a cruel body language of the dominion you have over us. Do you realize what is happening to you? How the power you have is consuming you whole!?
And the question yet to come is, does he see it? Can those beautiful crystal blue eyes, that every female in the galaxy has fallen in love with, tell that the person they have always stared at lovingly has changed into a monster? Is Endymion that blind! . . . or does he not yet believe in this transformation? Maybe, might not even care? Whichever is the case, how can adoration make someone so foolish?
Serena. You remember her don't you? The innocent, kind and heart bearing girl. Do you ever miss her? Miss the person that was formerly you before your emotions contorted into ones more suitable for the villains we fight.. Instead of our leader. The friends that Serena had.. Are ones that Serenity can never. Yes, all of us will die in an instant to protect the person all of us swore our loyalty to. Yet, the laughs, the jokes, the secrets that were told constantly can never be shared again. Instead, cold crystal eyes glare upon us as we do your biding. Is that all we are to you? Pawns in a large game of chest, ready to be thrown away without a second thought. Admit it! You starve for power and the thirst can never completely be quenched. Never. That is, until our knees are buckled down before you praising the ground you walk upon. Keep dreaming, My Queen, For that day will never come.