A/N: Post-Eclipse, Breaking Dawn never happen. Jacob writes Bella a letter after she marries Edward. The italics are…thoughts, I guess. It's sort of up for interpretation.
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Dear Bella:
I forgive you. I love you.
I can't. I'm sorry.
You will never be gone. I can still feel you in my arms.
It's over. You chose and you left and I'm alone.
Stay with him. Be happy.
Change your mind. I still love you.
Don't forget me.
Please. Please, Bella.
I have more myths to tell you. About elves and giants and monsters under the bed. We can sit on the beach and I'll hold your hands.
Remember when I told you those stories the first time we met? I was lying. There's no such thing as vampires and werewolves.
I will never love someone like I loved you.
I imprinted. I don't even think about you anymore.
But I can try.
I imprinted. I still wish you love me back.
If it helps, I know I'm not good enough. But I'm here. Forever here.
Someday, you'll realize that you made the wrong decision. And I'll be waiting. I'll always be waiting.
I miss you.
I need you.
It hurts.
But don't write back.
My Bella. My Bella.
I don't think I could take another breaking heart.
My entire being belongs to you.
There's nothing left to give.
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