As I stand here staring up at the sky, I begin to wonder how long it's been since he's been gone. Its raining today, I love the rain. It reminds me of him, and it makes it so you can't see the silent tears that fall down my cheeks...
Oh yeah I might want to introduce myself. My name is Grimmjow Jaegerjauqes, and this is the story of how I fell in love, and how my heart was smashed into pieces.
Well then let's go from the beginning...
Grimmjow's POV
Karakura. That's the name of the town I moved to today, supposedly it's pretty nice where I'm going to be living. I'll be attending Karakura High, from what I've heard from my buddy Ulquiorra it's a decent school.
I'm actually waiting for him to meet up with me so he can give me a tour, (just our excuse to use for my mother so she doesn't worry as much) Well either way he told me to wait in front of the clinic that's next door to my place 'Kurosaki Clinic' I just stared at the sign. I was so spaced out I didn't notice Ulquiorra walk up behind me, he placed his hand on my shoulder, I jumped and turned around.
"Don't do that asshole!" I shouted.
"Maybe you shouldn't space out like that in the middle of the sidewalk" He replied, I swear I saw a small smile on his emotionless face but I guess I was just imagining things.
"Are you just going to stand there, or are you going to come with me?" he stated, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Ya, ya, I'm comin'"
As I turned to follow Ulquiorra, I saw a flash of orange. It was only for a moment but I'm sure it was there, but when I turned to see what the orange thing was but nothing was there. I decided to give up and turned again to follow Ulquiorra. I looked up at the sky finally noticing it was pretty nice weather today.
Ichigo's POV
'God it's hot today', was all that ran through my head as I was walking back home, staring at all the little nothings I spot along the way. As I look down the street to where my house is I notice that Ulquiorra guy, he's with some tall dude, I swear if it wasn't so hot out today I probably wouldn't have thought his hair was blue, but it looks blue from here. Whatever. And so I continued my quick pace and flashed past the two boys and into the clinic run by my family, 'Kurosaki Clinic'.
"Welcome back, Ichi-nii."
"I'm home, Karin. How was soccer practice?"
"It was alright, Jinta let another goal slip though."
"Is that right? Well at least we know next time you'll teach him a lesson he won't soon forget."
"Got that right!"
"Oh yeah, where's Yuzu?"
"Oh, she went to get ingredients for dinner we're inviting the new neighbors over for a barbeque to welcome them."
"Ah, I see. Well if you need anything from me I'll be in my room."
"Gotcha."
I began to walk up the stairs wondering what the new neighbors would be like.
'I wonder if that guy I saw earlier was one of the new neighbors'
I plopped down on my extremely comfortable bed and stared at the ceiling thinking about today. I got into another fight with one of the neighborhood gangs about my hair color, I don't get why people can't just leave me alone. My hair is naturally bright orange I can't help it, and I'm not gonna dye it black just to fit in.
"Hah... I should probably do that homework, or Yoruichi-sensei will bitch at me again."
getting up from my bed and picking up the bag I discarded near the door on my way in I made my way over to the desk and plopped down, I decided to turn on some music to listen to while I do this stupid homework. Monster by Meg & Dia, one of Karin's favorite songs. She got me into loving it. Unzipping my school bag and pulling textbooks and papers out I begin the torture that is Biology homework.
His little whispers, love me, love me.
That's all I ask for, love me, love me.
Somehow I always find myself singing along to this song, for some reason the lyrics just grasp at my heart.
He battered his tiny fists to feel something.
Wondered what its like to touch, and feel something.
It always reminds me of the pain that I've endured.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the window.
My hand stops moving to write on my paper, I look up to the ceiling once more.
That night he caged her, bruised and broke her.
He struggled closer. Then he stole her.
Violet wrists and then her ankles, Silent pain.
Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams.
I can feel my silent tears running down my cheeks as I remember what happened back then.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here.
Looking through the window.
I close my eyes and memories flood my mind.
Silent.
Hear the voices.
I'm a glass child.
I am Hanna's regrets.
Rain, rain and darkness. Thunder crashes through the silence, and this is where I fell apart.
Monster.
How should I feel?
Turn the sheets down.
Murder ears with pillow lace.
There's bathtubs, full of glow flies.
Bathe in kerosine.
Their words tattooed in his veins.
Yeah!
As the song ended I opened my eyes and leaned forward, wiping away the tears I stood up to go change out of my uniform I forgot I was still wearing. Deciding to put off my homework until later and maybe take a nap, I changed into gray sweatpants and a white wife beater. Pulling the blue and white covers on my bed back I layed down and passed out.
Grimmjow's POV
So this whole tour of the neighborhood was pretty boring, considering too many chicks kept hitting on me. I'm just not interested in chicks cause I'm about as straight as a rainbow, so I left like halfway through saying I'd just head home and get some rest, but what I never thought I'd see when I looked my window was the person who I assumed to be that orange flash from earlier. He was sitting at his desk writing, he stopped suddenly and look at the roof of his room. Not long after that I saw tears rolling down his white cheeks. I can say this now he is damn sexy, when he opened those honey brown eyes I felt my heart skip a beat. They held so much more emotion than anyone could ever express in words. It was beautiful.
He stood up and walked over to a closet and started to take off what looks like a school uniform, grey dress pants and a short sleeved dress shirt. When he took off his shirt I couldn't help but notice two giant scars, one in the middle of his back, and one on his shoulder. If I looked a tiny bit harder there were quite a few more littering his lithe body, he started to turn around so I decided to move away from the window so he wouldn't notice me. Although that is a little hard for me to manage because I have bright blue hair, I bet he has a hard time with that too.
When I looked back he was going to lay in his bed, he didn't bother to put the covers over himself. Not long after he had fallen asleep, a young girl with shoulder length black hair came in and walked over to his bed. She looked at him for a moment whispering something, then she covered him with his blankets and left. 'I wonder what it is she said to him' I pondered it for a moment but soon gave up, because I had a growing problem in my pants. Caused by my new obsession.
Well I hope you enjoyed this so far I was really bored and ideas kept popping into my head, I think I'll start on chapter 2 as soon as I can.
Oh yeah the song Monster by Meg & Dia, is an awesome song and I think it fit pretty well.
I will be telling about what made Ichigo cry.
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