A/N: I'm going to be realy straigh forward and admit something to you. When I wrote the majority of this chapter, I had no plot whatsoever. I didn't even have an idea. I just wanted to write an angsty romance between Rin and Sesshomaru. So I started to, and an idea came to me! :D How wonderful is that? I've got some details to put in the idea, but I felt set enough to pubish, and that's wha counts, right?
And I am probably the most idiodic person ever. This is my second attempt to do this story, because I took the first one down. Why? Because stupid me had uploaded a Legend of Zelda oneshot I had been working on instead of the actul story. I was really confused about the three reviews that were telling me I had it wrong, and then it hit me. Wow, I am sorry if anyone here read that thing. Gosh, me dumb.
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha. Nor will I ever. ;_;
"Sesshomaru! You can't leave me!" Rin cried out into the raining night at the retreating figure of Sesshomaru. The one man she'd ever be able to love.
"I'm afraid Rin, that this Sesshomaru has never been with you in the first place." Sesshomaru's cold voice responded to Rin's heart-felt cry. His back was turned to her, and he kept his head facing ahead, not even gracing her with his face.
"But I don't understand! What about all those times you said you loved me?" Rin stared hard at the back of her lover. How could he do this to her? He had to be toying with her…
"…they were all lies. I could never love a human." Rin felt more tears burning the backs of here eyes. She couldn't do this! She couldn't live without him…and the way he said 'human'…it was acid being poured into her ears, the venom he thrust into that one word.
"Goodbye, Rin." The demon started walking away, and in her desperation, Rin stared to scream his name. But all her attempts just bounced off the demon, as he made no show of even hearing her sorrow.
"…what did I do to ever deserve this?" Rin crashed to the mud-caked ground. Her sleeve muffled her sobs as she attempted to protect her face from the soaked ground. She could think of nothing that she could have done to cause this, or even to prevent it.
Rin sat on her back, staring into the star-filled sky. The deep-almost-black blue field was littered with the glowing dots that Rin loved so much. They reminded her of his eyes…
Slow tears started to flow down Rin's cheeks as she remembered what had happened those long two years ago. Today was the anniversary of the day Sesshomaru had left her. She had thought that he would change his mind, realize he had been crazy and come back to her. She would have forgiven him, but he never did show his face again.
After ten or so minutes, Rin was tired of feeling sorry for herself. Her pain was still great though, and it made her movements slow as she removed herself from the cool grass.
He isn't coming back. So just stop thinking about him…
Rin managed to drag herself onto the subway and find her way back to her apartment. As soon as the door clicked shut behind her, the tears she had kept at bay on the way home started to flow freely once more. She dropped her keys on her worn couch and made her way to her bathtub. She decided that a hot soak would be nice, and it might take her mind off the past.
But honestly? She doubted it.