Raivis hadn't even noticed when he was losing it. He thought it was all things he normally did. But, when he was sitting in the backyard and saw that bird, he had the strangest urge to capture it. So, he did. The bird fluttered in the cage for a while with Raivis watching it. He felt happy that the bird was suck in the same situation as him. It made him feel like he had a friend. But, soon after that, he grew angry. The bird had so much freedom. It could fly away if it wanted to. All Raivis needed to do was open the cage door. Raivis growled darkly. Why should the bird leave and not have to suffer like him? So, he opened the cage, reached in, grabbed the bird, watched it struggle and peck at his hand, then broke its neck. A squeak was the only sound that met Raivis' ears. He watched as, slowly, blood began to drip out of the bird's mouth. His eyes widened and he dropped it, just realizing what he had done. He felt the bile slide up his throat and he ran as fast as he could run, not even slamming the door behind him. Purple eyes silently watched him.