A/N: Hey all! This is my first fanfic, and songfic at that. It's based off of the song 'Whatsername' by Green Day. Your feedback would be appreciated. Flames, however, would not.
Thought I ran into you down on the street,
Then it turned out to only be a dream.
I woke up yesterday, around midnight, after dreaming about you. Sweat lined my brow, chest collapsing and expanding heavily. You continued to fill my brain with everything I loved about you: your doe brown eyes, your luscious brown hair with the faint aroma of strawberries, your smile and laugh. I haven't thought about you in years.
These unwelcome memories flooding back made me feel sick.
I made a point to burn all of the photographs.
She went away and then I took a different path.
I tossed out or burned the pictures that had you or that bloodsucker in them at the next bonfire after you left. All save for one, the one after he left and we started hanging out. It was the one that showed you actually being happy for the first time in months. But when you left, I had to forget about everything.
I remember the face but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how Whatsername has been.
I was always better at remembering a person's features or personality rather than the name. I don't know, I guess it's just a weird memory thing of mine. But now that I've remembered you, I can't help but wonder how you've been all these years.
Seems like she disappeared without a trace,
Did she ever marry old Whatsisface?
I remember the face but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how Whatsername has been.
Wasn't it a day after that bloodsucker turned you into one of them that you left, without a good-bye? I'll bet you married him, too. You always did seem crazy about him, for some unfathomable reason.
Remember, whatever, it seems like forever ago,
Remember, whatever, it seems like forever ago,
The regrets are useless in my mind, she's in my head.
The regrets are useless in my mind, she's in my head.
I still regret letting him take you without doing anything about it. I knew the time would come, but I never imagined it to come so soon. But regrets don't do anything anyways; all they do is make you feel like shit, eating your heart from the inside-out. Especially with you in my head.
And in the darkest night,
If my memory serves me right,
I'll never turn back time,
Forgetting you but not the time.