Disclaimer: I do not own the characters they are from Steph Meyer.

Well, this is a crazy story, written a on a boring Friday. Don't be mean with me. I'm new at this: P

I was going insane. Literally. They took her away from me. They got her out of Mel's body and told me to say goodbye, because they were going to let her die. She was so beautiful, more than that, she was perfect, and they were going to let her die, to let my baby die! I wiped my tears with one hand and called Doc.

What do you need Ian? - He said, he sounded like if he was crying but I honestly couldn't care less.

Can't we find her another body? We can't let her die- my voice broke at the last word.

No Ian, you know we can't- he stood up and abandoned the room.

I was in my, well not mine, our room, Wanda's and mine room, everything that was mine was hers too, specially my heart, she was dying so slowly, at least she wasn't suffering, or at least that was what she told us, oh God, I missed her already, it was almost done, she was leaving me…forever.

So-Jeb started talking, we were at the desert, the stars were out- we're here to say goodbye to our lovely Wanda, the best soul I'd ever had the luck to meet- his voice broke, and he let out a sob and the others followed it, apparently it was hard to them too.

Anyone wants to say something? - Sharon spoke, that really ought to shock me because she didn't like my baby, but I didn't feel anything.

One by one they approached and said goodbye, I didn't listen to any, I was way too lost in my thoughts, I only realized when everyone finished and I saw that they were expecting me to say something so I cleared my throat and stepped forward.

Wanda was the most brilliant and amazing soul that ever existed, although she wasn't human, she has an extraordinaire kindness, and a particular way to see trough things that I'll never forget- I stopped then, I couldn't handle it anymore, I had to leave- I'm sorry- I mumbled and went to my room.

Once there I started crying until I fall asleep. When I wake up it was dark again and my stomach was craving for some food so I headed to the kitchen, hoping no to find anyone on my way, like if that was possible with my luck.

Hey bro! - I heard Kyle's voice echoing off the walls- wait for me!

What do you want know Kyle? - My voice sounded tired- I'm going to the kitchen to eat something, if that's what you want to know.

How are you bro? Really, are you okay? - His face was concerned, he was worried, how sweet- you'll see, it'll get better. I swear.

And out of nothing he gave me one of his uncommon bear hugs, and I, big pussy as I am, started crying like a little girl.

Don't worry kiddo; it'll be all right.

We went to the kitchen together and ate silently, and then I got back to my room to think about everything. I had to get my head clear and think about what I was going to do in that moment, I missed her so badly already, I didn't think I could survive without her. I stayed in bed all night and the following day, and I made my decision. I stood up, got a pen and a piece of paper ad wrote a letter for them, explaining them explaining everything. I certainly wasn't going to live in a world without her- I got out of my room and walked quickly to the bathing cave, stood out at the front of the hot spring and directed my thoughts to Wanda.

Babe, if you're listening- I spoke aloud- that I know you are, I just wanted to ask for your forgiveness for my actions, I know it's a bad thing leaving them alone but I love you too much and I'm definitely nothing without you.

As I said that I jumped on the hot spring and drifted to my dead.