It's my first story please go easy on me. I'm going to make this short and sweet i don't own anything except the tory line. Richelle Mead owns the characters. even though i wish Adrian weas mine he very much i not. thanks and please remember to review. Thank you!
RPOV
"Dimitri, god, can't you leave me alone for just two seconds?" He has been getting on my nerves. Never giving me any space since Tasha shot me, a month ago. "I mean you follow me around like some lost puppy. You even got your schedule changed, the same as mine, just so you can keep an eye on me."
"Rose, you don't understand. I feel like every time you leave my sight Tasha's going to show up out of nowhere and try to kill you again. It kills me to think she'd kill you." God, could he get any more annoying? He says that all the time, and I mean come on I'm a big ass strogoi killer.
"Listen, I know your scared for me, but I'm a big girl and I can take care of myself." He had to hear the truth. I mean I've been walking around it for weeks. I'm just gonna say it, "Dimitri, I know you love me, nut I realized awhile ago that my love started to disappear for you and grow for someone else when my relationship with Adrian started."
"Roza, he doesn't love you. He was just using you for what he wanted most. The satisfaction of having the one person that denied him at first." He looked like he couldn't decide if he wanted to be angry or upset.
I started to move around our bedroom, packing a small duffle bag with clothes. I just needed to get away for awhile. "If he was using me how come he was so filled with hurt and anger the last time we talked which was after he found out I cheated on him? How come now that me and him are done he still asks Lissa how I am even though it kills him to hear about my happy, perfect life and he feels like his is just a piece of shit? If you can answer those I'll believe that he was just using me."
Dimitri was silent as he stood there watching me pack. When he finally spoke it wasn't with an answer to either of my questions. He said, "Are you not staying here tonight?"
That was the last thing I expected him to say. I was thinking more along the lines of, "He's a Moroi, a Royal Moroi. One that sleeps around a lot, what do you expect?"
The only thing I can say to his question is, "Yeah, I need to talk to her."
After that I packed a few more things, I walked out the front door and headed to Lissa's place.
It was nice to finally be alone for once, well as alone as it get when you're walking on a street full of people. Anyways, walking by myself gave me time to think about everything that has happened in the last four weeks. First Adrian and I got in a huge fight and now we're not talking, and I have a hole in my heart that use to be filled when I saw him every day. Dimitri is over protective and now every time we're together for too long we start to fight. Also, Lissa asked me if it would be better for Jill to go to private school until Lissa can get the rule changed, so there only has to be one person in a royal family to become king or queen. And to top it all off, my bond with Lissa came back, but this time it's more powerful, and it goes both ways, so Lissa can hear and feel me too. Thinking of all this stuff is making my head hurt.
When I finally made it to Lissa's, he swings the door open and pulls me into a hug before I start to cry for the first time since I thought I lost Dimitri forever back at the attack at St. Vlad's. This whole two-way bond thing comes in handy at times like now. Through the bond I could tell Lissa new exactly why I was here and why I was crying.
She walked with me to my room in the palace, not saying a word the entire way there. She just waited until I was ready to talk.
Every time I started to say something I would get hit with a wave of tears all over again. When I was finally able to control my sobs, I started talking. I said, "Lissa I miss him. I don't know how I just walked away thinking the future would be better. I was so wrong. I just want him back but he's not talking to me. I'm not even sure he ever will talk to me again. I know he talks to you about me. Liss, I want him back please help me get back Adrian!" I started out loud but by the end I was whispering and a I whispered the last word one silent tear slid down my cheek.