Hey…you can hear me…right? Up there…
…
I've thought about what you said before you…moved on. "But Neku, I thought you couldn't afford to lose. Give up on yourself, and you give up on the world." I thought you were being random…I mean, one wouldn't think straight while being on the brink of death.
…
There was so much blood…I thought you couldn't think clearly from losing that much but…you had a clearer mind than me. How typical.
…
You were right. I couldn't afford to lose. I had to get home! But you did too! So…why?! You had so much more…potential than me, so much more to look forward to! Yet, you gave it all to save me.
…
Hah…its pointless now though…your efforts.
I'm giving up on the world. There's only so much someone can do by themselves…and I've reached that limit. Its…strange…The only regret I have…is not surviving this for you. So I could have lived enough for the both of us.
I'm…I'm sorry. For wasting both my life…and yours. And just one more thing…See you soon, Joshua.
[I am sooooo sorry about this. I haven't updated since I was like…a long time ago. Yeah. ANYWAYS. I wrote this for my acting class, we had to do a monologue of anything we felt like. I was playing 'The World Ends with You', and felt like writing about that. So I did. This is the original monologue, and I MIGHT place a revision as a second chapter, to make it look more fanfic-like. Until then…enjoy!]