He sat quietly at the table, his head in his arms as he thought about that day. That day he could've done something but he just stood there like a useless idoit. It was all his fault. Why didn't he do anything that day? Why?

"KK, it's fine. It's not your fault," Soullx said, frowning as he watched his friend cry silently. The sight was heart breaking.

"Please stop crying. It's all over now," Kanaya stated, sadly. Karkat lifted his head and wiped his eyes. His sleeves were stained by his red tears.

"But still, I could have down something but..BUT I STOOD THERE LIKE A USELESS FUCKING IDIOT!" he cried, barrying his face in his arms again. Next to him, Terezi rubbed his back trying to comfort him.

"Kar, it's fine. We are all fine," she stated. "You're gonna make me cry. Maybe you should leave early," she suggested.

Karkat stood up, his bangs covering his eyes. He stuffed his hands in the pocket of his black hoodie and walked out of the cafeteria. He grabbed his stuff from his locker and left the school. He ran all the way to his lonely house.

After reaching his destination, he walked up to his bathroom. He looked at his reflection. How pitiful. His eyes were puffy and his gray cheeks were stained with red. He looked like he'd been through hell and back. He sighed and grabbed a towel. A razor that was wrapped in it fell out. He stared at the razor. He picked it up and stared at it. He closed the bathroom door and locked it. He placed the razor to his small gray wrist.

"It's just grub sauce. It's gotta be grub sauce, right Kanaya?...Kanaya?

He dug the razor deep into his wrist. A little to deep. My world's spinning. He began to feel dizzy, he didn't even hear the front door open.

"Where is he?" someone yelled but he couldn't hear anything at the moment. It was my fault...

Karkat grabbed the edge of the counter as he felt himself growing weak and tired. Karkat, be still.

The door nearly flew off his hinges, just as Karkat, fell to his knees, red blood seeping from his wrist.

"Karkat!" a girl yelled. Who was it? Karkat didn't know.

A smiled made it's way to Karkat's face as he fell to the ground, unconscious.

Karkat woke up in the hospital. He looked around to see his friends surrounding him and crying. Why were they crying.

"W-What? Why are you guys crying?" he asked, coughing abit. Kanaya stormed up to him and hugged him tightly. Terezi and Nebeta did the same.

"Don't you dare do that again!" Terezi yelled.

"Why would you even do that?" Nebeta cried.

"Karkat, you bastard!" Kanaya yelled.

"Huh?" Karkat asked.

"You tried to kill yourself, you dick!" Soullx yelled as the three girls let go. Karkat looked at his hands.

"I'm sorry," he mumbled. Tears slipped from his eyes as the door opened He looked up to see his old friend, Gamzee.

"I...I'm so sorry. I don't know what came over me. Please forgive me...or atleast try too," the capricorn said, looking down as tears slipped from his eyes. "I know this isn't something you can apologize for and you guys probably hate me but-"

"Shut up." Everyone looked at Karkat, who's bangs covered his face. He wasn't crying anymore. "Come over here," he demanded. The capricorn clown walked up to his friend. Karkat lifted his hand and slammed it against Gamzee's cheek.

"I deserve that," Gamzee nodded. Karkat looked up, a bright smile on his face as tears slipped his eyes.

He jumped out of the uncomfortable bed and gave his friend a hug. "I forgive you."


Word Count: 625

Please tell me what you thought. This is my first time writing a Homestuck story so their attitudes are a little OOC. Uh, that's all. :)