DISCLAIMER - i do not own any twilight characters, only the story behind which they follow.

Hey everyone :) this is my first story - i hope you like it. ill try to up date as much as possible, but i can't promise anything.. blame homework! well the idea came to me when i was reading breaking dawn and Eleazar said to Edward "Aro sent me all over the world searching for such anomalies" and i thought it would be interesting to start Bella ff as a vampire - a member of the Volturi Guard no less. So yeah ill stop blabbering now so you can read.. Happy reading! :):):)

I don't remember my human life. I've tried, believe me, but I just can't seem to remember! Sometimes it makes me a little sad that I don't have anything except my vampire life. All the other Volturi guard all have interesting stories about their past lives. I just wish I could have something interesting to share. I wish that I could remember my parents, where I went to school and who my friends were.
But that's just wishful thinking I suppose. This was who I was.
The only thing I know about my past life is that I had lived in Phoenix, North America and that I was 17 when I was changed.
Eleazar, who was now away in Denali, Alaska with his new Wife, Carman, had found me on a mission that Aro sent him on.
Aro desperatly wanted someone like me, someone with a defence talent. Aro had sent Eleazar all over the world looking for someone like me.
Of course they already had Renata, but hers' and my talents were so much different. I projected a force field that kept out all metal attacks, where as Renata just repelled people, making them wonder why they wanting to attack us in the first place.

So now I live in Volterra, Italy with the rest of the Volturi guard. I'm barley out of my newborn stage, but I've learned to control myself, Thank goodness! I think I might have gone crazy if I had to stay in the Volturi castle for one for minute. The rest of the guard had to keep me inside so that I wouldn't blow our cover.

So now I'm sitting outside the castle in the square by the fountain, reading Shakespeare's' Romeo and Juliet, enjoying one of the rare sunless days. I hated reading with my blue contacts in, but wearing them was necessary. The towns' people would probably freak if they saw my blood red eyes. I tried to get back to reading, but the contacts' were irritating my eyes.

"Stupid, freaky looking crimson eyes" I mumbled under my breath annoyed. I slammed the book shut in childish annoyance. I sat staring broodingly into the clear fountain.

"Are you sick of Romeo and Juliet already, Bella?" a deep, male voice whispered in my ear. "Don't worry. I'll be your Romeo" It took all of my energy not to groan when I recognised the voice.

"Felix, I'd rather stick pins in my eyes" I said as I stood up and stalked away from him.

"Aw, don't be like that Bella. You know you love me. And besides, sticking pins in your eyes wouldn't do anything" Felix said, catching up to me and grabbing me by the waist. I Pushed away from him.

"Don't touch me" I said blackly while I turned to look up at him. He just laughed at the scowl I was giving him.

"you're so freaking' hot when you're angry," Felix groaned "Please Bella? Please runaway with me? I can take care of you, you know."

I rolled my eyes at him. If my body would have allowed it, I would have thrown up in my mouth. He'd been repeating these words to me every single day since I got here, Three years ago. I wanted to bang my head on something.

"NO Felix, for the last time! You and I are NEVER going to happen!" I said exasperated, emphasising on the 'never'. Felix dropped my right hand and folded his arms across his chest, while his face slipped into a pout.

"Fine! I'll just go talk to Gianna". He said in a hurt tone, turning back t the castle.
I had to stifle a laugh as he stomped off. Then I sighed. I knew that this wasn't the end of that conversation. Felix was very persistent...
my face turned into a scowl as I made my way back to the castle.
Aro would send Jane out looking for me soon, and I would like to avoid a confrontation with Jane if possible.
She didn't like me much; probably because she couldn't use her gift on me.
I looked back at the now darkened town square wondering when I would be able to come outside again. I turned back to the castle and made my way inside.
Into the place I reluctantly called home.

Loved it? Hated it? let me know :) Sorry i know it was short.. ill make the next chapter longer. reviews are definatly welcome.. don't make them to mean though.. its my first story! thanks all.. stating on the second chapter right now :) lucky its a long weekend .. i'll hopefully have the first 12 chapters by tuesday. OH and don't get to hasty for Edward.. he is coming i promise :)