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Cold as Snow
The longer I waited
The colder I grew
The older I got,
The harder it was to break through.
No one could ever know
Exactly how I feel
Who could ever sympathize with
The incarnation of falling snow
I never thought I'd meet you
The one who thawed my frozen tears
And broke the walls around my heart
I could faintly hear the birds sing
It was true
I had found my Spring
All I wanted was your happiness.
And it seemed you wanted the same for me
Your presence like the warmest breath of spring,
it melted my snow clean.
Two short months,
became the happiest years of my life
But to be married,
that would make me happiest of all
But he grew so angry
And blinded my eye
And in one request
He ruined my life
With his words he made you ill
But the cure was not a pill
Would it have been better..
If we'd never met?
But I can't let you go,
not yet.
You mean so very much to me
So perhaps I shouldn't feel guilty
I put my hands over your eyes
And she said her final goodbyes
I've taken the memory of so many
But never had I ever felt so guilty
I am taking your memories with my own hand
I couldn't help but wonder
Was this always the plan?
This is it,
my punishment.
I suppressed her memories of me
And the depression crept through violently
I thought that it was meant to be
And as I saw her laying on the ground
I found...
I'm sorry I didn''t say good-bye.
A tear fell from my eye
All I wanted was to hold you
But all I could do was cry.
So if I die surrounded by snow that never melts
I pray,
That she finds someone to make her happy...
Someday
And if she ever thinks of me
I will only be a passing memory
She'll always think
"It wasn't meant to be..."
(I love you hun, your finally free)