Forgive me.
I hear him beating down the door, I am alone, the house is dark, I dare not make a sound, I hear him creeping up the stairs, every board that creaks is the sound of death, coming to take me, he is outside my door now, please leave! I shout so loud in my head, I swear he could have heard me, Instead of leaving like I so desperately plea, he enters my bedroom and stops at the foot of my bed, so close I could reach out and touch him, then he gone as soon as he comes, I heard the wails of my family as he discovers were they've hidden in the attic I hear my mother scream, and my father curse, then I cover my ears as my little sister cries out her last breath, I crawl from underneath my bed and snatch my phone then crawl back, as he comes down the stairs; Help me! My family is dieing, and I need you! I text to my best friend friend; then He enters my room again, the man, the murder, the monster, he sits on my bed and laughs; know your under the bed, little girl, and then he stands, and throws the bed across the room as it crashes into the wall, I look in his eyes, and see not the eyes of a man, but the eyes of a monster, that lives off fear, so I never screamed, but instead looked him dead in the eye, and said you might think I fear you, but I don't, I despise you for the coward you are; then away slips my life; through a flash of light as he fires the gun, and then I'm dead, still looking him in the eye, fearless; An hour later you check your e-mail, then call the police, and fall to your knees crying,; and now because of him I am resting in my coffin, under six feet of dirt, a white rose in my hands, a sad smile on my cold blue lips, my eyes open, unseeing and I am alone, six feet underground, my life is gone, my days empty, and bullet hole in my heart. So cold, so dark, so alone... and now I'm gone and your all alone to fight the monsters,and travel down life's lonely road, I used to help you through ever bruise, but now I'm gone and I'm sorry, I never had the chance to tell you , how strong you are, and how I wish I could have seen you become the great thing you were meant to be, this was my last though before my eyes once so full of life became empty, my soul gone, I just wish I could still stand by you, so you wouldn't be alone, then comes the dark, so cold,no light, so alone... forgive me.
In memory of all the people that have been, hurt for no reason, I'm sorry we couldn't save you.