Dear Harry,
I don't want to be angry while writing this, but you know me better than anyone and know that's impossible. You made the end of my fifth year absolutely amazing. And now that's over.
But I don't trust your reasons for our break-up. I'm old enough to take care of myself and you know it! They can't hurt me if I'm with you. With you, I'm so close to invincible. Stop being a bloody hero and do what you want. You made it clear the night after the Quidditch game that you wanted me.
And if we really are done, then I hope you are happy with the next girl you choose. I guarantee you she won't be like me or know you the way I do. You're the only one keeping us apart. I'd be back with you in a heartbeat. All you need to do is ask.
I'm going to continue to fight on your side, fight by your side in anyway I can. The second Voldemort is killed, you're free. And I sincerely hope that when you're free, you'll make up your mind as to everything you want.
Post break-ups are usually so awkward. Ours is getting even worse. I see you almost every day and it drives me mental to know I had you. We can't really even talk anymore. I'd be lying if I said our last conversation meant anything to me. Technically, our last conversation was you breaking up with me, since we barely speak anymore. You chose being a hero over being with me. How can that not be awkward?
I don't expect a response. I don't even expect myself to send it. I sound like a selfish, lovesick prat and clearly I'm not and you know it. One day I'll tell you all of this. Or maybe I'll even give this to you. For now, it remains with me in hopes that I don't have to. In hopes that one day I'll be yours again. And lastly, I just want you to know that I love you and I always will. You're everyone's hero now, but you've always been mine.
Love,
Ginny
Harry put the letter down, inching his way out of Ginny's room. He'd gone in to get a book for her and found it amongst its pages. He could only imagine her reaction if she knew he'd read that. It was nice to know that even when he felt like he was falling apart, he was still loved. Harry just couldn't tell her he loved her back. Not just yet.
A/N2: Reviews and constructive critcism greatly appreciated. Flames bashing the pairing are not.