Note: this story is an adoption au. stands out from all the others for it's a musical! i'm not using songs from Hamilton (only the exception of two they are Helpless & Burn. i'm not gonna tell you who sings them...you're just gonna find out for yourselves) along with certain lines of dialogue from the show will be used or as a reference. featuring some rarely known musicals from Europe and nostalgic pop songs. trigger warnings - abuse, panic attacks, blood, suicide (attempted!) & murder.

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Ch.1 - Winter and opera

Junior year, December

two men walk through a park in virginia holding hands until one them of says ''god it's freezing cold!'' the other laughs replies alexander you've been here for two years. alex said ''yeah. but john lived on an island for most my young life. and I still don't like it.''

they finally found a stone bench but covered in snow laurens pulled out his lover's grasp and brushed away with bare hands. he cries out ''Shit!''

alex laughs saying ''damn! john you didn't have to do that.'' he smiled at him while responding ''you would've complained otherwise.'' ''besides I always know what you're thinking...sometimes.'' that's what alex loved about him he always could depend on his closest friend. there were others like laf, hercules, angelica and strangely enough burr. as the guys sit music is playing from far away he recognizes it instantly.

alex said ''it's la boheme! they must screening it somewhere.''

laurens responds you mean the opera laf cries over. then realizes ''oh wait...isn't that what rent is based on!?'' he goes ''yes. it's also based on a book.'' his boyfriend interjects with ''of course you would know that alexander.'' ''there's source material for everything these days!'' then asks ''what part is it at?'' alex puts a gloved left to his ear then sighs. he says ''this is when Rodolfo finds Mimi's key but instead of giving it back he tells her about himself as a poet.'' then does the actions while giving out the text using john as the captive audience.

in a spur of the moment alexander stands up on the bench holding john's hand, while his boyfriend looks around hopefully nobody else is seeing this as he bursts out singing

Talor dal mio forziere
ruban tutti i gioelli
due ladri, gli occhi belli.
Ventrar con voi pur ora,
ed i miei sogni usati
e i bei sogni miei,
tosto si dileguar!

Ma il furto non maccora,
poiché, poiché vha preso stanza
la Speranza!

(From time to time two thieves

steal all my jewels

out of my safe-two pretty eyes.

They came in with you just now

and my customary dreams,

my lovely dreams, melted at once into the air.

But the theft doesn't upset me,

for their place

has been taken by hope!)

as the dark haired put one foot down on the ground unknowingly noticing that john is still holding onto his right hand

then goes back to explaining said aria i've told you all about myself. now who are you?

alex sits back on the bench then slightly turns his head around to face john while looking directly into his eyes as he sings the final lines...

Vi piaccia dir!

(Tell me please!)

john breaks the silence by saying ''that was nice but...you're singing is better in your languages you speak alexander.''

alex cries out ''laurens! I just bared my heart and soul to you.'' he lets out a huff sitting back on the bench his lover smiles and replies ''you never fail to impress me alexander. you're such a sap.'' alex gives his best impression of the Cheshire cat's smile while saying ''only for you my dearest laurens.''

alexander began reciting the lyrics to him

O soave fanciulla, o dolce viso.
di mite circonfuso alba lunar
in te, ravviso il sogno
(Oh sweet girl, oh lovely image.

how beautiful you look in the moonlight

in you, i see the dream)

then he sang again ch'io vorrei sempre sognar! (i'd like to dream forever!)

in order to stop his boyfriend from singing anymore Italian, john kisses alex time stops for them.

they slowly break apart as cheeks from the men are red not from embarrassment but possible arousal.

he suggest aloud '' Hey alexander. can we go.''

looks shocked and a little disappointed on the other man's face goes ''Oh...you want leave already laurens?''

not wanting to hurt his boyfriend's feelings and make him think this was all for nothing responds ''no it's just...temperature keeps dropping by the hour.

besides you don't want us stay out here all night.''

agreeing with his boyfriend alex said ''no you're right...it is kinda chilly.'' he gets up off the bench looking over himself going

''we'll be much warmer inside my house.''

John strolls towards him, warps his arms around the man waist then goes to alex's ear and says ''i'll be close to you.''

he asked ''and when we get there?''

his boyfriend enthusiastically screamed ''We can finally have sex!''

Alex said ''then by all means...let's go. lead the way my dearest.''

john was acting silly give a response of ''at your service sir''

alex pulled him into a tight hug in a deep husk sounding voice said ''tell me you love me.''

john replies Te amo (i love you)

they left the park walking hand in hand hearing the words echoing of Amore, amore, amore! (Love, love, love!)

in the Washington's home alex runs john upstairs then pins him against the wall and make out. john moans alex. as he goes downward to unbutton his pants when they hear a voice say ''if wanna bang your boyfriend go do it in your own room and not on staircase.'' it was his adopted dad George Washington who was kitchen before heading upstairs looking up at the two young men and standing against the wall.

john who nervously waved to the man while thinking 'oh god! bad move alexander.' as alex turn his head at george saying ''Wait a second! you're gonna let us have sex here and not laf?'' the man gave him an answer with ''son...i'd rather you do it here than in some dirty motel room.''

the young man cried ''oh thank you dad! come on laurens...'' he ran upstairs while taking john's wrist leading him to his room. finally george could go back to bed that he shared with his wife Martha and sleep knowing he did a great service to these two young men out.

in alexander's bedroom clothes were removed and left on the floor alex was above him his fingers trailed down laurens smooth body looked into his eyes said

''you are so beautiful.'' alex told him you can moan, cry or scream. just enjoy yourself. i'll do all the work. he started sucking his cock as john leaned back his hair on the pillow, both arms behind his head and moans out oh...alex! god damn keep going. the other male stopped sucking him moved down towards his ass, legs spread the cheeks apart and licked deeply into john's hole. this guy he called his boyfriend was making him crazy moaning louder than before and needing to cum hard.

he asked the question ''are you ready my laurens?'' john smiled at him and said ''alexander. just...fuck me!'' immediately alex responded ''oh you don't need to tell me twice!'' then got into position and rammed his cock into him! both stared into each other eyes it was their world now.

there was pants and thrusts between them was alex crying out john, john, john! john respond back going alex, alex, alex!

the heat was overwhelming, it was intense and impulsive like two horny teenage boys should be not giving a fuck about feelings or the real world around them. they couldn't any longer and came hard.

there were tears streaming down alex's face saying '' I love you. wanted you for so long.''

john replied ''yeah...as did I.'' look! there's something I need to tell you.'' alex lets out a hm? his boyfriend need to the truth from him...now! as the words spilled out of his mouth confessed ''it's about eliza…she's been in love with you ever since ya first arrived in Virginia.'' He stared down at laurens unbelieving at first then a look of shock appeared on his face as he cried out ''Oh my god...i didn't know!''

john let out a light yet hefty laugh and spoke going ''gosh alex. we have been fighting over you for the past four years. that's why me and her haven't said a word to each other.'' alex wasn't paying attention to what his boyfriend saying while running fingers though john's curly locks replied ''when ya lived the life I had you're bound not to notice some things.''

john gave him a heartbreaking expression and put a right hand on his cheek while saying ''oh alexander.''

as memories begin to flood their minds on they started out.

a.n: just want to say this...i've written far better sex scenes than the one you're all are reading.

the text for Che gelida manina is from a website called .com but the translation is from a libretto/booklet with cd done by Andréa Bocelli!