A/N: Sorry that I haven't updated my other stories 'New School Savior' and 'Cinderella's Twist' in awhile but I've been reading TONS of people's fanfictions. I have over 500 posted in my wordpad so I can find them later..LOL. Well, I hope you like this story called: Sakura's Suicide.

According to the title, you probly know what gonna or whats she's trying to do to herself. You'll find out why if you read it.

Disclaimer: Sorry, I don't own Naruto or any other anime. I only own Tskake, Mirichaye and all the other characters I made up! I wish I did though. I would make Sasuke nicer to Sakura so they can be together and have the pairings as:

SakuraSasuke, InoShikamaru, TentenNeji, HinataNaruto, and TemariKiba. The others would be left alone either gay or well alone.. RATED T FOR LANGUAGE!AKA: Swears...

PAIRINGS: Main: SasuSaku Minor & Kinda: ShikaIno, TentenNeji, HinaNaru

Prologue


It was the night Sasuke left Konoha and left her stranded on the bench.. After she cried she trotted back for home. Tears still flowed freely down her cheeks. She kicked the door open. Since her parents died when she was 5, she lived with her aunt who died while she was on the mission for protecting Tazuna. She sighed and plopped on her bed. "Why me..?" She asked herself practically yelling. She drifted to sleep. Her dreams haunted her. She remembered her past.

Flashback/Her Dreams

Sakura was happy and ran back to her house. As happy as any 5 yearold can be. She heard moans and screams. She ran inside the kitched, which was the source of the noise, and saw someone murdering her parents infront of her. Kunai clased with flesh creating blood. Her dad quickly saw her as her mother was slaughtered. "RUN!" He moaned as she scampered down to the Hokage's office. All he did was shake his head and said the only thing he could do was to kill the men.

At that moment, she broke down crying. She practically flooded his office. She ran to the park and kids teased her because of her 'large' forehead. She always heard rude remarks especially one day.

"No-one would love you Forehead-girl!" One called out.

"Your parents are dead kuz they paid them to kill them kuz they wanted to comit suicide but it would look TOO suspicious!" Another yelled out as she swung on the swings. She just got pissed off.

"Shut up! like your parents want you!" She replied harshly as she stuck out her tounge.

A girl with red hair chuckled as they made fun of her.

"Don't pick on her with such," she paused as Sakura smiled lightly," with such low-class words. She needs stupider names! So, have you stopped crying YET Forhead Jack-ass girl?" She asked while turning to Sakura.

"Yeah! Go Tskake!" A boy yelled.

Sakura stuck up her middle finger at her as well as her tounge. The girl smirked. "Is that ALL you can do or are you too dumb to do anything about it?" The girl teased again. Sakura jumped off and ran to the Hokage's office.

"Where ya goin' Sakura-crybaby-forehead-girl?" A boy with black hair asked that was sitting next to the red-head girl.

"To a place where your too stupid to find and not worthy to even be mentioned about it in your ugly-perverted-bitch-face!" Sakura yelled in reply.

The boy smiled and go down onto his knees. He barked like a dog. "I'm a bitch..RUFF RUFF RRRRURRFF!" He began. Sakura rolled her emerald eyes and continued to the Hokage's office. The Red-Head pulled her light pink long hair that reached her mid-back. "Cut it off.." She mumbled loud enough for all to hear. She stuggled. She punched the girl in the face and ran off.

She ran onto a bridge and cried so much. She noticed a pair of onyx eyes staring at her. He had raven black hair with bangs on the side covering the side of his face. She turned around as she stopped sobbing.

"What's wrong..crybaby?" He asked.

She pouted.

"Don't call me that! I have had enough teasing by kids today all because my parents were murdered!" She replied with a high voice. She crossed her arms on her chest.

He frowned.

"Sorry, I'm just mad at my family's own death." He said covering his eyes with his bangs.

(A/N: YEAH! I know his parents were murdered when he was 7 but can't I make it like this?)

"It's ok.. People say that my parents couldn't stand how ugly I am so they paid people to murder them so it wouldn't be like they comitted suicide.." Sakura said closing her eyes, not preventing tears to flow down again. He smiled and held out his hand.

"Thanks..I'm Sasuke, Uchiha Sasuke. Any you?" He asked.

"Nice to meet ch'a! My name is Sakura, Haruno Sakura." Sakura replied. They shook hands(A/N: I know, an adult thing...)and they smiled.

Sakura smiled and let out a deep sigh.

"I have to go. Can I see ya tomorrow?" She asked. He smiled.

"Sure.. Of course!" He replied with a smile on his face.

Then they went their separate ways.

End of her Flashback/Dreams

Sakura shot out of her bed and remembered what happened. She remembered that little boy. "Sasuke.." She whispered to herself. She sat up. Her legs dangled off the bed as she slid off. She fell onto the floor. She didn't relize she fell. Her hand grasped her forehead tightly.

She sighed deeply then she sat down on her bed once more. Both hands gripped the bed tightly as she shut her eyes closed. She slowy opened them again and went into the kitchen. She opened the fridge and grabbed some OJ. She made pancakes and ate peacefully. After she was done, she grabbed her pink robe. She put it on the sink of the bathroom and went to take a shower.

Once she was done, she put on her robe and walked back into the kitchen. She heard giggling and screams from outside her window. Girls were chasing the mailman screaming.

"Where's my letter from Sasuke?" and "Where is that ring he promised me, huh?". They yelled continuously. The mailman came to her door. She opened it and took a letter from him. "Thanks!" She said. "Oh, your welcome Sakura!" He replied. She walked to the dinner table and opened the letter slowly. As she unsealed the letter, a symbol caught her eye. "What the heck?" She asked as she took a closer look.

"No way!" She said in surprise. It was the Uchiha Fan symbol on the corner of the envelope. "Sasuke.." She mumbled. She unsealed it and read the letter:

Dear Sakura,

I know that leaving isn't the best thing. From what you told me, in your opinion, I shouldn't go. I'm sorry to say that I am no matter what. Please don't tell everyone where iv'e went and why. From what Orochimaru says, I may come back in atleast 2 years. I hope I may see you again. I have finally figured out what you have meant to me...

Your Cold-Hearted team mate,

Sasuke Uchiha


She continuously read the letter. Mainly the last sentence. She ran to her room. She placed it on her dresser. She got her usual outfit ready and changed. After she got dressed, she ran out to the bridge. She remembered that Kakashi told them there was no training that day, she knew nobody would probly be there. She saw it was empty and sat on the railing, facing the water.

She heard footsteps run closer to her. "Goooooo-" an annoying blond ninja was cut off by Sakura. "Naruto, it's very annoying hearing your voice scream in the morining." She said coldly. Naruto crossed his arms over his chest. "HM! Hey, thats something Sasuke would say! Anyways, where is he anyway?" He asked. Sakura looked at him. "I have no clue and as you can see, we are not supposed to be here anyway." She replied. Naruto frowned. "Then why are you here, Sakura?" He asked making Sakura angry.

"Can't I sit on the railings of this bridge?" Sakura replied. Naruto rolled his eyes. "Whatever!" He yelled as he ran off to eat some ramen. Sakura watched him as he ran down, flailing his arms up and down in excitement like a three year old. "Whats up, Forehead-girl?" Another blond asked dragging a brunette that's hair is shaped like a pineapple.

Sakura glanced at them. "Nothing, Ino-Pig-Nara.." Sakura replied coldly. Ino frowned and crossed her arms over her chest. "I am NOT a Nara!" She testifyed. "Whatever." Sakura said. "Hey, Ino, I know that Tsunade is that Hokage but since she's on a mission that will take about 2 years, who'll be the Hokage for now?" Sakura asked. Sakura, Ino, and the boy looked down the road as a red-head girl. "All Hail Tskake. The next hokage under Tsunade!" A guy chanted with black hair.

Sakura's eyes widened. She elbowed Ino's arm. "Hey, right about now, please don't make any craks about my larger forehead because THAT girl bossed me around about that AND since they said my parents paid the guys who killed my parents so it didn't look like they comitted suicide." Sakura explained whispering to Ino. Ino nodded as they watched the girl walk passed them. Her eyes looked over Sakura. "Hey, you! Isn't that Forehead-girl?" She yelled out asking her assistant, the guy with black hair.

Sakura dropped her head. Ino clenched her fists. "Hey! You! Ugly Tskake! No one can call Sakura forehead-girl except me! GOT IT?" Ino yelled. Sakura looked up with no tears at all. Tskake just laughed. "Put Forehead-Girl in my new office and make sure she has contact with NOBODY! Follow that, Mirichaye!" She commanded. Mirichaye bowed as he grabbed Sakura's wrists and dragged her down to Tskake's office.

He threw Sakura on the ground and shut the door. She struggled to get up and leaned against the wall. "Why..am..I..like..a..criminal..?" She asked herself between pants for air. Tskake entered the room leaving nothing in there but them two. Tskake pushed Sakura against the wall. "Ok.. SLAVE! You will do nothing except follow my orders..GO IT?" She asked clenching Sakura throat in her grip. Sakura nodded slowly to avoide getting hurt.


A/N: Ok. the Prologue MAY explain why she tries to commit suicide. Well, if you cannot tell, Tsunade comes back from her mission and reclaims being Hokage WHILE Sasuke comes back to Konoha. Sakura finally gets let go..Well, whats left of her. The next chapter will be about Sakura's harships at being Tskake's slave. I'll try to make there some Sasuke in there and how training is like with Orochimaru. I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!