Hi loves this story is a tad bit different then my others because this one won't be Degrassi it will be about One Direction's Harry Styles; I absolutely adore him.

Disclaimer: I don't own One Direction or Harry Styles if I did I would be the happiest girl ever.

I haven't always hated myself, I used to love life. I used to embrace it and just live and not think. Now thinking is all I do, I pretty much hate life and myself. I used to do tons of things with my family, now they don't even talk to me; they pretty much ignore my existence. The only time I pretty much talk or see me is when they call me, or tell me to come down stairs and stuff like that; Other then that I ignore them and they ignore me.

"Madeline come down here" my mother called ripping me from my thoughts. I got up off my window couch. (The thing where the couch is like in the window) I trailed down stairs to find my mum and dad sitting in the living room. "What"? I asked sitting down on the arm rest or the loveseat. My dad was the one to talk, I've always liked him better then my mum, and he's much nicer and laid back. "Sweetheart you now your Aunt Susan?" he asked.

"You mean the one who lives in England"? I asked confused. My dad nodded. "Okay, what about her, did she die or something?" I had no idea where they were going with this. "Well we have done some thinking and decided that we are going to send you and your sister up there for the school year" dad said looking at the ground. "Excuse me?" I said, making sure I heard them correctly, maybe I was daydreaming. "Your mother and I are sending you and your sister to Holmes Chapel, Cheshire."

"W-What, Why?" I asked standing up. "You need a fresh start, listen baby girl we never talk to you or see you. You need this and England is a great place." My mum said, looks like she took over the talking.

"Wait baby girl you need to hear the best part, they have a wonderful drama program at the school you are going to be attending." My dad said making me feel a little better. I want to be an actress so bad. The drama at my school was horrible, I mean sure I always got the lead roles and was always the top in that class but so what.

I thought for a minute then decided that it wouldn't be so bad; I mean it couldn't be worse than here. "Fine, I'll go" I said after a few more moments of silence. My parents smiled, "that's my girl" my dad said standing up to hug me, my mom joined in too. "Well you have about 5 days to pack." My mom said walking into the kitchen. Anything special you want for dinner" she asked. I shook my head then I heard running and down came my 12 year old sister Keely (Kee-lee) "Make something with chicken in it" she said walking to dad and I. "Aren't you excited?" she asked I nodded. I decided to head back to my room there was about 3 weeks of summer left, and 5 of them I have to spend packing.

I went to bed straight after dinner, I was knackered (really tired). When I awoke in the morning it was about 9 I took a shower and dressed in light blue high waisted shorts with little circle studs on the left pocket. For my short I put on a teal over-the-shoulder tee then in black lettering it said Live & Love without Regrets. I slipped on my two gold rings that I always wore one said love and the other said peace; I threw my hair up in a bun and started packing.

I would say packing up everything took me like 3 days; I got rid of a lot of my clothes. I had 3 suitcases packed, a shoe bag, and a huge Victoria's Secret bag full of purses. I had 2 days left to say goodbye and make sure I had everything. Hopefully this would be better then how I was thinking about it.

So i think i am going to make Harry a regualar person , so he like wont be famous , alright well thankss . ( :