All the photographs
are peeling
and colors turn to gray, he stayed
in his room
with memories for days, he faced
an undertow of future's laid to
waste, embraced
by the loss of one he could not replace
All I have left are the photos.
The photos that lose their spark
Bella's spark
I hide out in my room
Thinking about how I drove
My one true love
To the blade she never once touched.
and
there's no reason that she'd passed
and there is no god with a
plan, it's sad
and his loneliness is proof, it's sad
he could
only love you, it's sad
I don't understand why she did what she did
I gave her the chance to live a normal life
I sit alone in this room
Remembering my one true love
the door swings
through a passing fable
a fate we may delay, we say
holding
on, live within our embrace
he lit a match, he laid in bed
hoping their dreams will bring her back, it's sad
and his
loneliness is cruel, it's sad
he could only love you, it's sad
I think back to our story,
How I repeatedly saved her
From fates deadly plan
As I light the candle next to the unused bed
I lay down, hoping I can bring a part of her back
I should never have left her.
This lonliness I feel was too much for her
I wish I got to tell her
How much I love her
holding
his last breath, believing
he'll make his way
if she's not
forgotten
he's haunted
he's searching for escape
I hold my breath
Never needing to breathe
Would she have had ever,
Forgiven me
Forgotten me
These questions plague me
Like a ghost haunting a house.
if
just one wish could bring her back, it's sent
and his loneliness
is proof, it's sad
If I could have just one wish
It would be
To have her back
To cure me of this loneliness
To tell her that I love her.
Its sad that I caused this much pain.