Everywhere I look I can see white normally you should be able to see beautiful colors...but as for me and my lover everything changed on that fateful day.

You see I am Sho Sakurai

I am in love with a man called Aiba Masaki and we love each other every much.
In our society there is only one type of "LOVE" aloud and that is a man and a woman. I know we are not alone because my friend is also in love with a man and they keep me thinking that maybe there are other people in the world just like us but they wont say anything.

"Everyone you can come out of the room." as soon as the officer said that our faces lit up.

"Line up, it's time for breakfast." and as soon as she said that we knew it was going to be just like any other day.

I guess I should explain where we are and why we are here.

I am in a Lunatic Asylum...

My lover Aiba Masaki, Jun Matsumoto my dear friend that never let us down and my other friends that just like us Ninomiya Kazunari but Nino for short and his lazy bum,
Ohno Satoshi.

We are here because many people think that a man loving another man isn't normal. I agree because if my life were normal then I would have never met the love of my life. When we decided to come clean to our families about us they said that they we were to never speak to them in public. We were in a band called ARASHI so when we told people about our secret it became a scandal. People decided that we were crazy and that we needed to be disciplined to be men of were some advantages that we had like we didn't have to wear the suites thathas your arms tied.

"AHHH!!!" Everyone turned to where the scream came from.
We were not surprised when we saw it was Nino yelling. I looked to see what he was holding it was a bowl of rice. He hates rice,
absolutely despites it.

"Aiba-san?" The lady called out. Everyone was already out of the white room except him. Aiba looked up and smiled. Not his happy smile, his fake smile.

"Hai?" he answered everybody looked at him.

Sitting in the corner of the empty room with his knees up to his was not his self anymore even the woman that gave us our breakfast could tell that he was the one suffering the most.

"C'mon Aiba-chan dont make that face of yours!!!!"

Nino was the one that knew because he felt the same way but hid it from everybody except Ohno.
"Sho-chan...help me up please?" Aiba's voice was soothing if I stayed here alone by now I would have gone crazy for real. It hurt me too see him so down he was usually so hyper and his eyes shone with happiness.

"Sure" As i took his hand, he pulled me into a kiss. It felt so right to be with him.

"Stop!" The voice of the lady was harsh she hated for us to do that infront of her. "Hurry up or you won't get any food!" Masaki looked at her and smiled more brightly, more real.

"Ok!!!" He skipped toward her and as he was about to exit the white room the lady smiled at closed the door right in his had already gotten the food and gone back in the cell by then.

"Here you can have mine i am not really hungry." Jun told Aiba who was about to start crying.

"Thank you Mastujun!!!" Aiba smiled not really caring for what had happened earlier.

As we all ate I couldn't help but look at Aiba. Ohno was too busy talking to Nino about his favorite type of brushes and how soft they where. "Masaki-baby come here" I said, I could hear my own voice it sounded so clam

not really showing that I was about to go cray if i didn't touch him.

"Sho-chan I want to go somewhere..." Aiba said getting up and sitting next to me.

"Where?" I asked

He leaned in my ear and whispered "Lets escape from here, ne?"