This story is based after Edward leaves Bella and how she feels.
This songfic is done to the song "Don't Stay" by linkin Park (one of the best bands EVER)
I
OWN NOTHING….DAMN
Unwanted Memories
Sometimes
I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay
away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow
I need you to go
He's gone
Never coming back.
It's been months.
I don't want to be here.
I don't want to breathe anymore
Don't
stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you
were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't
stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all
your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't
stay
The memories torment me
Killing me inside
The possibility of us being together is now gone
I wanted you to change me
But what were you really changing me into
Sometimes
I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like
screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't
know
Somehow I need to be alone
You broke my trust
And broke my heart
I want to scream for help
But I want to be alone
Don't
stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you
were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't
stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all
your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't
stay
The memory of us torments me
All our possibilities
Now gone
You left and took all your faithlessness with you
I just want to be me again
I
don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't
need one more day of you wasting me away
I don't need you
anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
of you wasting me away
I don't want to waste away
I know you don't love me
But I love you
Don't stay
Forget
our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me
into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our
memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness
with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Don't
stay
Don't stay
I don't want you to come back
The memories of our possibilities are already to painful
Just give me myself back
And let me forget you
Let me forget my memories of you….
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So what did you think? I rather like it myself. Tell me what you think and review. I am writing another songfic at the moment. And then I am going to write a "one-shot"
If you have any ideas for me to write about please review and tell me.
I can't wait to hear from you all.
P.S I have read all 4 of the books and since "New Moon" I have … I wont say hate Edward because I could never hate him *looks around innocently* but I have serious anger issues towards him. I don't think I will ever forgive him for what he did to Bella. Maybe one day I will forgive him….
