"My heart is so vulnerable and so tiny…. That's why… I don't let anyone even YOU to reach there…."

"Hey England! What you're thinking so hard?" America shouted.

England fell from his chair. He had been in his own thoughts. America started to laugh.

"This isn't funny, you git!" England yelled to him and stood up, "You shouldn't scare at me like that when I'm thinking…"

"WHAT were you thinking?" America asked with a small grin.

"None of your business… Where are the others anyway?"

"I really don't know", America sighed.

England was a little bit embarrassed.

"Why I need to be alone with him…? What should I say? I don't want to just argue with him…"

"A-America…" England started, but then the door opened and China came in.

"I am so sorry that I'm late, aru!" China said and looked like he couldn't have a breath.

"D-did you ran over here?" America wondered.

"Yes, aru… But… Where is everyone, aru ka?" China asked.

"Good that he came," England thought, "Otherwise I would have said something really stupid…"

"China, you should have seen when England fell fromhis chair just like that!" America suddenly told and started to laugh again.

"R-really, aru ka?" China watched England curiously.

England blushed and rose up. He clenched his hand.

"That's it, America! I hate you!" England shouted and left from there slamming the door behind him.

"What's with him?" China asked from America.

America stayed quiet.

"Maybe I went too far…?" he thought.


England had run to the bathroom and washed his face with cold water.

England watched himself at a mirror. He looked pale.

"I should know that America is kind of that… He teases me all the time… But I…"

England bit his lip. He was close to tears.

"The last thing what I want to do is crying…"

"England, are you all right?"

America's voice awoke England. He turned around. America was standing there and he looked little bit worried.

"I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings… I just… It looked… ", America continued.

"Did he come to apologize? " England was stunned.

"…No… I'm fine…", England said quietly.

"The words stuck into my throat…"

"England!" "America!"

They had shouted at the same time.

"S-say you first...", England consented.

"Okay... ", America mumbled and took a deep breath, "I-if something is wrong, you can always tell it to me!"

England blushed.

"Well, what you were gonna say?" America asked.

England sighed.

"Nothing anymore...", he murmured.

America took England's hand and watched straight on England's eyes.

"You must tell me!" he yelled to England," Otherwise I can't sleep peacefully!"

England watched down.

"I've wanted to say this before too, but I just... I don't know how...", England mumbled, "America..."

He rose his look and said self-confidently: "I love y-"

"Bonjour~"

France came in with huge smile on his face.

"Did I interrupt something?" he asked.

"No... Not at all! England was just about to say something important!" America laughed.

England was shocked.

"Is America really THAT stupid...?"

"Hmh? What is it~?" France asked and his eyes sparkled.

"Just when I was about to tell my feelings that devil came between us!"

"I'm leaving!" England finally said.

"What? Already? When everybody is here? Except Russia, but who cares", America said smiling at the same time.

"I feel a little bit ill myself..." England said and tried to smile back. He knew he couldn't. Then he left.

"I'm so stupid... I just... Can't stop thinking of him..." England thought and realized that he was crying.

"Maybe... I should just forget my feelings..."


I'm so glad that you read this text until here ^^''

I'm so sorry if there is some writing errors (I wrote too fast)...

The end is quite of sad... But don't worry! There is about more chapters to come! So wait for them ^^