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1 – Envy – Alicia Rivera
Massie Block's beautiful friend. Massie Block's beta. What's-her-face-that's-always-with-Massie.
That's all I am to some people. And I thought I learned to accept that after I tried to start my own clique. But lately, it's been bothering me. Since February, Kristen, Dylan, and I have been completely overshadowed by the drama going on with Claire and Massie. You'd think she'd know by now about Josh and me.
Kristen and Dylan have been feeling it too, but they don't say anything. I know it. It's even worse to see Claire take my place, and leave me behind in the shadows. She's in on all Massie's secrets, always hanging around, and drowning us in her drama.
I know it's wrong, and I don't want to feel this way. I don't want to hate Massie or Claire, but it's hard. I feel like I'm losing my best friend to some clingy new girl from Orlando. Didn't Massie think she was a total LBR?
I miss those days, mostly because I didn't have to worry about that. I was the beta, whenever you said Massie, my name followed, and then K and D. Now it's Massie and Claire, dropping the rest of us off.
The worst part is, they don't even care about our feelings anymore. Kristen and Dylan liked Derrington; Massie's going out with him now. Sure they don't say anything to her face, but it hurts them. And Claire was forgiven too easily for Josh. Massie even went to her for kissing advice! Did she even stop to think maybe I was hurt?
She says that she doesn't want to push her friends away again, but she still insults us. It's like verbal slaps practically. And unfortunately, Kristen and Dylan are too afraid to do anything.
Okay, I don't want to overthrow Massie, and I guess I have more of a problem with Claire. But it hurts - especially how Massie doesn't care what she does. Kissing Josh, tricking us, replacing me, getting my crush to fall in love with her, the underwear incident, I could probably think of more.
Take my word for it- envy isn't pretty.