Have you ever been watching a show and it goes to comercial and you can't remember what you were watching. well what happened to me was similar except it wasnt just the show i was watching, it was my life.

"god you're gorgeous." derrick said staring me in the eyes. his puppy eyes has a sparkle to them. I laughed and blushed turning away. he took his hand and turned me toward him. "im serious, youre the most beautiful girl i've ever met." he said completely serious. I leaned in and kissed started out sweet and innocent but started getting more and more passionate. After a few minutes we pulled away, out of breath.

We were at Derrick's house sitting on his bed and watching Crazy Stupid Love. It was my favorite movie. i stretched and yawned.

"what time is it?" i asked.

"It's 6:45, were supposed to be at massies house at 7:00" he said looking at his phone."

We were in our senior year of high school, and everything was great. Derrick and i had been together for a year and a half now. Massie is dating josh, dylan and plovert are together, kristin and cam, and alicia and kemp. we were all perfectly matched up.

I looked at Derrick and smiled. he was perfect. in every way. if i couldnt sleep i would call him and we would talk till i fell asleep, if i was upset because my parents were fighting again then i would walk to his house and he would hold me until i felt fine.

He looked at me and winked. i blushed then got up. and started to put my shoes on. i heard him get up and come up behind me. when i had my BCBG ballet flats. i turned around and he set his hands on my waist. we just stood there for a minute just looking at each other. i leaned up and kissed him.

"i love you" he said rubbing my cheek with his thumb.

"i love you too" i said then i pulled away and grabbed my purse. "come on i dont want to be late" i said pointing to his shoes.

"you are so bossy" he said grabbing his shoes.

i snorted. "you would be lost without me." and with that i walked out of his room knowing he was checking me out. i minute later he came down the stairs holding his keys. We got into his mustang and started our way to massie's.

"If josh and massie dont stop with the PDA i might kill myself" derrick said stopping at a red light.

i laughed and turned to look at him. "thats what they say about us!" i said watching his eyebrows knit together.

"Yeah but i cant help myself." he said looking at me and grabbing my hand with a wink. i smiled and looked outmy window. all i could see was a bright light and a honk.

"DERRICK CAR!" I screamed but it was too late. Everything went black.

Beep. beep. beep.

thats all i heard when i woke up. i opened my eyes and saw two blonde adults talking to a guy in a white coat. i looked to my right and saw a guy sitting in a chair staring at his shoes. he had a black eye and bruises on his arms. he sighed and looked up at me. he saw me and his eyes got large.

"claire?" he said standing up. i looked back at the adults and saw them run over to me. the woman started crying.

"whe- where am i?" i said looking around the room.

"oh honey you were in a car accident with derrick. you've been out for three days." the woman said putting a hand on my arm. i moved it confused.

"who's derrick? who are you?" i said rubbing my head. the blonde guy stared at me and then spoke.

"im derrick. im your boyfriend." he said looking like he was in pain.

just then the guy in the white came up to my bed.

"youre name is claire. you lost your memory in the accident." the guy said. "my name is , do you remember anything?" he asked.

i shook my head, wanting to cry.

Derrick's p.o.v.

i walked out of the room needing air. i just texted everyone telling them to get down her now. i sat down and put my head in my hands. this is all my fault.

"derrick" i looked up and massie was there her hair in a bun and in sweats. its the worst ive ever seen her. everyone was behind her looking uncomfortable.

i cleared my throat. "um she's awake, and she doesnt remember anything." i said looking around at their faces. massie had a tear rolling down her cheek and everyone else looked shocked. "its all my fault. i should have seen that truck." i said wanting to hit something.

"no its not. The guy was drunk. " she said putting a hand on my back. Just then Claire's parents came out of the room.

"hello massie- everyone" her dad said. "listen derrick, the doctor said that if we just keep telling her stories and telling her about her life that will help. shes leaving tomorrow since there was no damage other than the obvious head trama" he said

"thanks." i said standing up. they walked away to get coffee so we walked into the room. She was sitting up looking out the window. i cleared my throat and went to sit in the chair ive been sitting in for the past 3 days.

"um hi. i'm guessing they told you that i can't remember anything so your going to have to tell me who you are." she said her eyes going over everyone. massie stepped up.

"im massie your best friend." she said trying to keep from crying.

claire stared at her for a second. "please dont cry." she said then held out her arms. massie let out a sob and hugged her. I looked at everyone. all the girls had tears in their eyes. Even kemp was a little teary eyed.

after that everyone told her their names and told stories.

"Then you poured the smoothie on his head and called him an asshole." alicia said, telling the story of how some guy had said bad things to her at the mall. we all laughed.

"um guys visiting hours is almost over." a nurse leaned in and told us. Everyone looked sad but told their goodbyes and left. i stayed and went over to her bed.

"derrick, my parents told me about how you stayed the 3 days and didnt leave." she said and i nodded. "they also told me what happened. and i know it wasnt your fault so dont feel that way, and before you deny it i know you do because i can see it in your eyes." she said looking me straight in the eye.

"you were always good at reading my mind." i said giving a small smile. she grabbed my hand and squeezed. she smiled then let go.

After that the doctor came and told me i had to leave. i walked out of the hospital wanting to cry. the girl i loved and had spent the past year and a half with didnt remember the time i asked her to prom in front of the whole school or when we went to cancun and stayed on the beach till the sun came up. she was gone. No, she was still there. i was determined to bring her back. I refuse to lose her. she's my world. If i didnt have her what would i be? Nothing.

Author's note: Hi guys so this is my first story and i hope you like it. i love wierd pairings with claire so i chose derrick for this and some people dont like that but oh well! haha review!