Cole's Confession
by SimbiAni™
Summary: [s5epi9:Sam] What Cole would say if he were writing a confession to nobody in general... ©2G2. Plz read&review, thx!
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I have come to the end of any life I ever had, for an awful truth has been proven. I cannot die, and not even the combined power of the Charmed Ones can destroy me. I am invincible, and doomed to suffer w/my pain & loss for all time. I have been human, demon, and now- what am I? A bein' w/infinite power(s), and endless love for one person only.
Now that that person has denied me love anymore, for the lame fact that I used to be evil, and , ok so a few things went wrong- but it was never my fault!! I didn't ASK to be possessed by the Source! (of all Evil) And besides, Phoebe never got to see that I was ready to let some1 else be the Source, that darn greedy Wizard, and it was the Seer's fault that Phoebe turned evil, and accepted her throne right as I was about to become human again.
Thank goodness, her sisters made her good again, & they finally vanquished me. But unfortunately, unlike any other demon, I did not just become non-existant, but rather my love for her kept me "alive" in demon limbo. And it was only her that could save me. At first, I was wary, becuz I knew she was probably recovering from killin' me & movin' on w/her life, but I couldn't hold out anymore, & contacted her, spiritually. She heard & replied, but it was I who later found a way to pick up some pretty cool powers and fought my own way out. In doin' so, I saved her a few more times since.
But more bad things have happened, and she does not want anything more to do w/me. What am I do?! I am sorry, God, whoever, I just want to love her, but if I can't, then what am I living for? ... I wonder this, becuz, contrary to the popular opinion, she thinks that evil powers are still evil even if used for good. And ever since I have been "human' again, I have been doin' nothin' but good, heroic deeds! I mean, helpin' out people, everywhere. I swear, there is no more evil in me!
If only Phoebe could just give in to her love for me, I know this time we can survive anything. Ok, so strippin' my powers isn't an option anymore since they seem to go into the nearest person as soon as they leave me, and no one else can handle them like me, but still! Ohhh... my life has lost its meaning, and I can't even use my powers for fear of them takin' me over & turning me evil w/their origin of evilness... Please, forgive me, I just want this nightmare to be over...
Cole Turner { Cole@Phoebe'sHeart.com }
San Francisco, CA USA
A/N: I can't believe he's really leaving the show in reality... I wonder how they will explain it...
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CHARMED™ is copyright of the WB, etc. ^_^
©2G2
by SimbiAni™
Summary: [s5epi9:Sam] What Cole would say if he were writing a confession to nobody in general... ©2G2. Plz read&review, thx!
~*~
I have come to the end of any life I ever had, for an awful truth has been proven. I cannot die, and not even the combined power of the Charmed Ones can destroy me. I am invincible, and doomed to suffer w/my pain & loss for all time. I have been human, demon, and now- what am I? A bein' w/infinite power(s), and endless love for one person only.
Now that that person has denied me love anymore, for the lame fact that I used to be evil, and , ok so a few things went wrong- but it was never my fault!! I didn't ASK to be possessed by the Source! (of all Evil) And besides, Phoebe never got to see that I was ready to let some1 else be the Source, that darn greedy Wizard, and it was the Seer's fault that Phoebe turned evil, and accepted her throne right as I was about to become human again.
Thank goodness, her sisters made her good again, & they finally vanquished me. But unfortunately, unlike any other demon, I did not just become non-existant, but rather my love for her kept me "alive" in demon limbo. And it was only her that could save me. At first, I was wary, becuz I knew she was probably recovering from killin' me & movin' on w/her life, but I couldn't hold out anymore, & contacted her, spiritually. She heard & replied, but it was I who later found a way to pick up some pretty cool powers and fought my own way out. In doin' so, I saved her a few more times since.
But more bad things have happened, and she does not want anything more to do w/me. What am I do?! I am sorry, God, whoever, I just want to love her, but if I can't, then what am I living for? ... I wonder this, becuz, contrary to the popular opinion, she thinks that evil powers are still evil even if used for good. And ever since I have been "human' again, I have been doin' nothin' but good, heroic deeds! I mean, helpin' out people, everywhere. I swear, there is no more evil in me!
If only Phoebe could just give in to her love for me, I know this time we can survive anything. Ok, so strippin' my powers isn't an option anymore since they seem to go into the nearest person as soon as they leave me, and no one else can handle them like me, but still! Ohhh... my life has lost its meaning, and I can't even use my powers for fear of them takin' me over & turning me evil w/their origin of evilness... Please, forgive me, I just want this nightmare to be over...
Cole Turner { Cole@Phoebe'sHeart.com }
San Francisco, CA USA
A/N: I can't believe he's really leaving the show in reality... I wonder how they will explain it...
...
CHARMED™ is copyright of the WB, etc. ^_^
©2G2