Summary: Danny must come to terms with his sexuality when he falls for his best mate. Easier said than done, he continues to see his girlfriend to work his head around everything. Mistake after mistake, Danny must chose life with Dougie or a life with Rose. Dougie tells the story of Danny, and how everything unfolds.

Notes: DRAMATIC RIGHT!? I felt intense writting that xD

Disclaimer: Don't own Mcfly, story inspired by Hollyoaks :)

Four years ago I moved to Bolton.

Four years ago I met Danny Jones, my best friend.

Four years ago I fell in love, with my best friend.

Four months ago I told him....

I'm Dougie Poynter and this is my story

Chapter One - The Confession of Love

I stood in the middle of The Dog, a pub owned by Dannys family that lies in the heart of Bolton. I watched Danny cry and beg whilst an unwanted audience watched. So many noises and yells filled the small pub, and I knew it was all my fault - But I had to do it, didn't I?

Four months ago

It was my older sister Jazzies 20th birthday party, I heard yelling coming from the living room I ran to see what was happening. I saw Danny punch Kieth, this chav from our school who was so in love with Dannys girlfriend Rose. Rose was yelling at Danny to stop, I thought I'd jump in before something got broken - Like Dannys nose. Harry, Danny's older brother ran to hold back Kieth whilst I controlled Danny.

"It's not my fault your girlfriend can't keep her hands away from me!" Kieth shouted making kissing noises at Danny.

"I'll bloody kill you!" Danny tried to push his way past but I held him strong. By this time I had figured out that Danny caught Rose kissing Kieth, it wasn't the first time.

"How could you do this to me?" He looked at Rose who tried to hide in the corner shame written all over her face. I pushed Danny back this time, he looked at me confused. I can't imagine what I had looked like.

"Look Danny just walk away alright? You're so much better than her!" I shouted and pointed my finger in Roses face, the room now filled with kids from our school, family members and my girlfriend Lucy. "So much better." I said more caimly.

"What are you talking about!?" Danny shouted at me. All I could hear were chatters and laughter as I ran out of the room into the back garden crying, weeping like a goddamn four year old.

I leaned against the back of the house and put my head in my hands and sobbed.

"Dougie!" Danny ran out of the house, "Oi!" He shook my shoulder "Oi! What's got into you?" I pushed myself off the wall and walked past him.

"You don't want to be around me!" I said through my sobs. Danny grabbed my arm, I quickly withdrew. "You can't say stuff like that then run off!" He shouted, not angry but worried. I threw my arms up like a drama queen, thank god my back was to Danny my face must've been awful.

"Danny just leave it!" I heard Danny sigh from behind me, then lowered his voice. "Why did you say Rose wasn't good enough for me?" He seemed almost frightened of the question, or maybe even the answer.

I sobbed again, "Please don't make me say it." Even to me it sounded pathetic and weak.

"Look at me." He said caimly. I shook my head. "Look at me!" He shouted and grabbed my shoulder. I tried to run past him but he grabbed my arm and the back of my neck. He leaned in as if he were going to kiss me.

"Is she cheating on me?" He said in a low growl. I pushed him away "NO!" I shouted. "It's Kieth innit? Shes cheating on me with Kieth!" He looked like he was about to cry.

"No! I don't know!" I shouted at him.

"Then why are you like this? What's going on?" He demanded.

"I can't." I said weeping.

"Tell me Dougie!" He snapped. I lowered and head and took deep breaths. I looked back up at Danny and wiped my eyes. "You really wanna know?" I asked angierly

"Yes."

"You really wanna know why I think you should split up with Rose?" I asked again. "Yes! Yes I do." He said more desperate.

"It's because i'm jealous alright? Whenever I watch you... with her, it kills me! Because I want to be the one that your laughing with, that your going home with." I lowered my head again and new tears formed.

"What?" Danny said barely above a whisper.

"When I'm not with you I think about you all the time. Then when I am with you I feel like my heart is going to burst!" I looked at Dannys face, he was crying but had such an angry confused look. It scared me, it scared me so much I shouted at him.

"I'm in love with you Danny!" Tears dripped from his face as well as mine. "I am in love with you!" I shouted again before running off into the house and out the front door.

I walked the night streets of Bolton sobbing, every tear full of regret and hate. I fell to my knees in the middle of an empty street and sobbed into my hands.

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