This is my take on how I desired new moon to go. I wouldn't have written the story if there was not a burning desire in me to write it down. :) enjoy
Page 70 New Moon
"Don't." My voice was just a whisper now; awareness was beginning to seep through me, trickling like acid through my veins. "Don't do this."
-authors analogy- hehe sorry that was just a short bit to refresh your memory where we exactly are in this point of this story.
I stared down at the ground refusing for a mere moment to let him see how this was affecting me. My eyes were nearly holding back the now overflowing brim of moisture. He continued as if he didn't even care.
"You're not good for me Bella." He spoke desolately.
Silence. The only sound I was sure that we both could detect was the fast thumping in my chest and shallow fast breath.
I knew he was waiting for a response. I could tell that much. At the moment though, I was completely incapable of speech all together. My head spun at a sickening speed and as it did, it seemed to get lighter.
Edward. I could only hope he would hear me. Edward no stay. Please stay. Stay.
I didn't see my self fall; I could only feel the sharp impact as my body hit the ground. Before I could feel pain, there was nothing. Darkness clouded my vision and I lost all sense.
Edward, was my first thought as I neared consciousness. My heart gave an unfriendly lurch in my chest. Where was he? Did he really leave? Was it all I dream?
I kept my eyes shut so that maybe if I did open them and he wasn't there I could still have false hope. Something in me told me to open my eyes. So I did.
The next thing I did and saw triggered a series of events. First, I saw Edwards pale beautiful face crumpled in pain hovering over mine. His eyes, if it were possible, would be dripping tears down his cheeks. Second, I saw that I was not alone. I quickly took in my surroundings and conclusion that Edward brought me to see Carlisle-the natural response for him. And finally, third, I could feel unconsciousness tugging at the corners of my brain. The fuzzy feeling made my eye lids droop and before I could allow myself to pass out I brushed my hand over Edwards face. Using the air I had left, I managed to whisper "I love you." before the darkness once again took over.