I just got some massive help with this from untapdtreasure-thank you so much, I appreciate it...
I am so nervous about this... this is my first fanfic story, I hope everyone likes it! I settled on starting in season 2 before the barn (I hope I got the dialogue mostly right) If enough are interested, I will loosely follow the storyline.
Disclaimer: I own nothing of the Walking Dead, just borrowing the characters for my own and hopefully your own fun!
Thanks! Hope everyone enjoys!
She stood just outside the stable with a worried look on her face as she watched him struggle with the saddle. When he tried to lift it he faltered and she rushed forward. "What are you doing?"
"Goin' to look for her. Ain't no damn body else gonna do it!" Daryl growled.
"You can't!, Hershel said you needed rest. You almost died Daryl. We don't know if you are going to find her. I...I don't know if you'll find her." Carol's eyes welled with tears.
Daryl stopped moving and turned to look at her as the tears slowly rolled down her cheeks. He had never felt such rage, and an urge to protect someone at the same time. "Wha' didja just say?"
"I can't lose you, too," she said in a whisper.
He couldn't help himself. He threw the saddle away from him and stalked out of the stable. He muttered "Stupid bitch!". He had to get away from her before he turned into his asshole dad and slapped her.
Carol slowly collapsed onto the ground. She was sure that she was losing her mind. She hadn't meant to say that last part out loud. She thought, 'He probably thinks I'm crazy and useless.'
Daryl stomped across the campsite and started throwing all of his shit in a bag. Then started taking his tent down. He had to get away from all these people. He had been crazy thinking that he could be part of them.
Daryl could see Rick and Shane as they stepped down out of the RV. Daryl liked Rick, but he couldn't stand Shane. He knew he was the kind of cop that would have given him a hard time before the world went to shit.
"Hey man where ya goin?" Shane put his hands on his hips, looming over Daryl as he worked on packing away his belongings.
"None of your fuckin business, Walsh!" Daryl spat.
Rick didn't want any trouble between the two, so he stepped in between them. "Let's all calm down. Daryl, what happened?"
"I just gotta get away from all this shit. All these people makin me crazy. I ain't goin' far. Just the other side of the field is all. Then I'm a start looking for the girl again. Seein'as how nobody here is goin' out there. It's like ya'all don't even care that there's a lil girl out there scared to death, hungry, and missin' her mama. I know not a damn one of ya' give two shits about Carol..." Daryl's anger came out in a bubble of more words than most of them had heard him say all at once since they'd met him.
"Daryl, wait..." Rick held up his hand and stepped closer to Daryl.
"No, Rick. Not a fuckin one of ya ever say thank you to her for all the shit she does 'round here, and she does it all without complainin' 'bout it even with her lil girl missin'. Hell! That includes me I ain't never thanked her for cookin', doin' laundry, nothin'..." Daryl stopped, trying to catch his breath. He let the words he'd just spoke tumble around in his head. 'What the hell did I jus say that fer? Every last one of 'em is going to think I've lost my damn mind.'
Dale came down off the RV. "He's right. We've all been selfish." Dale chuckled when Daryl just looked over with his mouth hanging open not believin that the old man had actually sided with him. "Daryl, I'll help you move your camp to the other side of the field and then I would like to go with you to look for Sophia."
"M'kay'" mumbled Daryl. The only thing he kept thinking about as he worked was what he said to Carol. How he just left her standing in the stable crying. He felt awful for calling her a stupid bitch.
As they walked across the field, they both saw Carol sitting on a log. She was holding Sophia's doll that Daryl had brought back from his search yesterday. Dale noticed the way Daryl kept looking at Carol, and he couldn't help but wonder if there wasn't more to all this than everything that Daryl had let out in his outburst. Could it be that Daryl had feelings for Carol?
"Why you lookin at me like that, old man?" Daryl growled.
Dale just laughed. "It's nothing, son. Let's get you set up so we can start searching."
"Mmm, Dale?" Daryl dropped his things on the ground by the burned out reminants of a house.
"Yes, son?" Dale glanced around at him as he placed some of Daryl's things on the ground.
"I know you was married bfore, right?" Daryl screwed up his face and avoided lookin the old man in the eye.
"Yes, for over 25 years. Why do you ask?" Dale thought he knew where this was going, but he didn't want to assume.
"Did you ever say somethin' you wished you hadn't? I said some thing to Carol in the stable. Now I feel like an ass and wanna tell her sorry. Don't know how." Daryl moved about trying to make heads or tails out of his jumbled belongings.
Dale was quiet while looking at Daryl. He had never seen the man so unsure of anything. For him to ask for advice was almost unheard of. He took his time, carefully choosing the right words. "You know she's a simple woman. Mostly known pain so I think any little gesture would say it. Back before this all happened, men would give gifts. Chocolate, poetry..."
At this Daryl snickered which took Dale by surprise and made him laugh. "Yeah. Maybe not poetry. I saw how Carol looked at the rose you gave her for Sophia. Hell! She has been trying to keep it alive and make sure it gets plenty of sun and water. Just give her another and tell her you're sorry." He watched Daryl out of the corner of eye and saw the small half smile on his face and how he puffed his chest out thinking about it. "Son, I remember my wife getting so mad at me once. It was at the beginning of our marriage. I said something insensitive about her cooking. She wouldn't talk to me for a week. Even took to sleeping on the couch. She'd rather shoot me then look at me. I felt awful about it afterwards and tried to tell her how sorry I was every day after that. Brought her gifts. Nothing worked..."
Daryl stopped walking and looked at Dale. He nodded his head like he understood exactly the pain the old man felt as he spoke. "How'd ya' fix it?" he asked quietly.
"Well, I started every day with a good morning and then at the same time every evening, I would come up to her and ask her to just go for a walk with me. We didn't even have to talk. I left notes that told her how much she meant to me and ended every one with I'm sorry." Dale loved talking about Irma. He missed her terribly, but at the same time, he was greateful that she never had to see what the world had become now.
Daryl looked nervous and started chewing his thumbnail. " I ain't good with words or feelings an' shit."
Dale thought about the man he knew Daryl to be, and about what might work best of him to make things right with Carol. A smile graced his lips as he got a sudden thought. "I just thought of something that might work for you then."
...Well how was it, anybody want to know what Dale comes up with? Please review!