Negotiations
It had been a while since he finally came back. Just a little over a year and things were seemingly going alright. After many tests to prove his loyalty to Konoha, he was accepted back by his friends and most of the villagers. It was so close to normality once again.
Despite this, he felt like there was something missing. He had finally accomplished his main goal to kill his brother, although in the end it kind of backfired. His friends pulled him back from his second goal to take revenge on Konoha. Least to say, he felt… Empty. He had no goals; going on missions with his team, going home to his shared apartment with his 'guardian', Kakashi, and immediately going to his room and to sleep. Barely eating anything as the days passed, forgoing his health and throwing himself into situations without thinking, even if he rarely got hurt. He felt everything on him and he had no way to let it out outside of reckless behavior.
He laid on his bed, staring at his ceiling thinking over his recent actions. He messed up on his mission today. Diving head first into danger without thinking, as usual. In the end he had won, taking out their target and bringing him back to Tsunade, but it goes without say that he got reprimanded by his guardian/teacher.
As if the man could hear his thoughts, Kakashi walked through his door after knocking twice to alert him of his presence. He sat up to look at the white haired man with his usual look of indifference.
"I want to talk about what's been going on with you lately." Kakashi said after sitting next to him, slightly closer than usual.
"If this is about today I'm sor-" "It's about more than just today. Don't think I haven't noticed your behavior lately. You haven't been thinking about dangerous situations properly lately and I'm worried."
Sasuke was slightly shocked that he had even noticed; no one else had so he figured he was fine. "I've been through worse, Kakashi. I can handle a few B ranked missions, it doesn't matter. I can handle things, believe it or not." He said, brushing off the older's concern.
"You shouldn't have to handle it. You've been doing so much since we brought you back. You've practically been a tool to the village." Sasuke winced. "You've had to make adult decisions since you were 7. Seeing your family killed in front of you, vowing to kill your brother for most of your life, accomplishing your goal and now what? You have always been in control of everything you shouldn't have to be."
"And what exactly are you suggesting, Kakashi?" he says with a look of slight annoyance.
"You need to lose control. You need someone to make certain decisions for you, to watch over you and make sure you are okay. Someone to discipline you when you need it. Someone who will comfort you. Someone who you can trust fully with your mind and body. Somebody that you can give your control to."
Sasuke looked at the male with a confused face. "Are you telling me to get a boyfriend?"
"In a sense. I have a proposition. I will be your dominant. I'll be there for you when you need it. I will make sure that you are alright. I will give you mental and physical gratification. I will take on some of the weight that lies upon your shoulders. I can be the person you needed when you were younger, a father figure but something more. When you need discipline, I will be there. When you need love I will be there. When you need pain I will be there."
Kakashi looked into Sasuke's contemplating eyes. The younger looked down into his lap, fidgeting a little. "Why do you want to do this with me..?"
Kakashi moved his hand to the teens face, stroking gently. "I want to be there for you. So many things have happened to you recently and I can see that you aren't coping very well. Being my submissive will let you give up your control. I can reward you with pleasure and punish you with pain just on the edge of satisfaction. In the end, you will still have say in anything that will be done to you. You would have a safe word; say it once and I will completely stop. No questions asked."
"What would the punishments be..?"
"I would spank you as many times as I see fit. I would tie you to my bedpost and blindfold you while I fuck you with a vibrator, not letting you come. I would flog you or cane you. I would leave you right on edge for hours; get you close to the edge before backing off. I would humiliate you and degrade you; put your body on display for only me to see."
Sasuke could feel himself becoming warmer, his face warm and flushed with the thought. "The rewards?" He asks tentatively.
"I would worship your beautiful body. I would take you gently, showing you how you make me feel. I would spank you while fingering you; bring you to your climax with pain and pleasure. In time I could bring you to subspace and make you feel like a cloud."
Sasuke feels himself lean into Kakashi; finding comfort in his warmth. "I don't fully know what to say… This sounds amazing but I'm still worried. Would everything just be physical?" He questions, feeling embarrassed.
"Not if you don't want it to be. I could be your boyfriend and dominant. In public we could be like regular couples. We could hold hands, go on dates and have dinners, the whole deal. At home we could still be boyfriends and I could still be your dominant, giving you what you need on more than just a physical level."
Sasuke keeps his eyes down but slowly nods. "I think I would like that." He felt safe but also sleepy.
"You don't have to decide right now. You look tired. Sleep on it and give me a decision tomorrow. The choice is yours and I will respect your decision either way. I'll let you sleep." He starts to get up but Sasuke grabs his hand lightly and he sits back down.
"Stay…" Kakashi smiles under his mask while nodding and moving himself and the teen to the top of the bed; bringing the covers over them. He takes off his mask, letting the other finally see his face. Sasuke brings a hand to his face and strokes his cheek as if in a trance.
He brings his mouth to Kakashi's and presses a feather light kiss there. Kakashi deepens it while stroking the hair at his young lover's neck. After a few more moments of the gentle lip locking, Sasuke pulls back and rests his head in Kakashi's neck, sighing softly.
"Go to sleep little one. I'll be right here when you wake up." He presses a kiss to his forehead and wraps his arms around Sasuke's pliant body. The younger nods and after a few minutes of calm silence his breathing evens out.
Sasuke awakens with a soft sigh, albeit slightly confused with the fact that he was in someone's arms. Thinking over what happened last night he gives himself a small smile. Maybe Kakashi's proposition could actually help.
He moved his head ever so slightly on Kakashi's chest, hearing the soft thump of the man's heart beating. He realized how much he liked the feeling of being in someone else's arms, finally feeling secure, warm, and safe even. After feeling unwanted, pitiful, and afraid for the majority of his life, this was a pleasant change.
He felt a slight shift in the man next to him and looked up a bit to see soft, sleepy eyes staring at him. "How did you sleep?"
"Surprisingly well. You're comfortable."
Kakashi lets out a soft chuckle before putting his arm around Sasuke's waist. They lay like that for a while before Sasuke reluctantly moves his head to look at the white haired man. "Get up, let's make breakfast."
After they had breakfast they went into the living room and sat on the couch. "Can we talk about last night…?" Sasuke asks timidly, knees drawn to his chest.
Kakashi take his hand and looks at him. "Do you have an answer? Remember, it's perfectly fine if you don't." Sasuke strokes the others hand and looks away from him, thinking for a moment.
"I want to do this with you… I'd be lying if I were to say that I don't you attractive. You always tried to make sure that I was okay.. I'm so glad to have you here, if it weren't for you, Sakura and Naruto I would be god knows where… I want to be in this with you, if you'll take me…"
Kakashi silently moves to take Sasuke into his lap. "Of course I'll have you. You'll be my beautiful baby boy. I'll take care of you. But, we do have a few things to discuss still." Sasuke looked at him with an odd face for a moment, thinking that that they went over everything last night.
"What else do we need to talk about?"
"Your limits. What will you allow me to do to you, what will you allow me to say to you, what you will allow me to call you, what do you want to call me." Sasuke nods slowly. "You can call me Master, Hatake-sama, Daddy, sir, or anything else that you would like to call me outside my real name. You would call me one of these only when we're at home or during a scene."
Sasuke blushes at the names but nods. "I think I like Hatake-Sama and Sir the most… the others are good too…" Embarrassment is coming out along with his words. Kakashi nods, gently stroking Sasuke's side.
"As far as during a scene, what do you think you could take? I'll list off some things and if you are against any of them just say so. Okay?" Sasuke nods for confirmation. "Okay. Dirty talk or name calling; I would call you things like bitch, slut, and skank. Bondage, I would tie you to the bed spread out while I do other things to you. Temperature play, I would use ice or controlled fire against you, even pour wax on your body."
Kakashi is cut off by a soft shake of Sasuke's head. "Bondage and dirty talk are alright but I don't think I would like temperature play.. Using fire jutsu is hard enough under pressing circumstances; I kind of want to keep that out…" Kakashi nods
"Duly noted. Crossdressing, I would have you wear certain things around the house like panties, maybe even outside under your clothes." Sasuke blushes but still nods at this. "Blindfolding, I would tie a cloth over your eyes. It helps with sensory deprivation, where I take away one of your senses and it makes the others heightened, it makes your orgasm even better."
Sasuke gives no sign of disagreement so Kakashi continues. "Collaring. This one isn't purely sexual. I would give you something to wrap around your neck, like a silk tie to show that you are mine. You can choose to wear it in public or not."
Sasuke nods. "I like that… Everyone would know that I'm yours." Kakashi smiles and kisses the teen's head. "I like that one too."
"Alright, these ones are slightly more intense. Fisting, I would penetrate you with more than a few fingers, essentially my whole fist and some of my forearm." Sasuke shakes his head. "I don't like that one."
"Edging. I would fuck you with most likely a vibrator or my fingers, and every time you're right about to cum I'll stop. This is more so a punishment by the way." Sasuke thinks for a moment but agrees.
"As far as I can think of, this is the last one that I have in mind. Pain play, mostly spanking, flogging, and just general pain that isn't too intense but just enough." He quietly nods to this as well.
"Before we start anything, I need to know that you are fully sure of what being in this type of relationship means. I want you to know that if you agree to this that you can back out at any time and say your safeword. I need to know that you fully consent before we start anything."
Sasuke looks at him quietly before speaking. "I haven't done anything like this before but I want to try it. You've never hurt me on purpose in the past and you wouldn't now. At least not without my consent." He smirks before continuing. "I want to try this with you. You make me feel safe and I know that you wouldn't judge me at any point. I want this with you."
Kakashi nods, taking down his mask and softly kissing Sasuke like he had the night before. He pulls away after a few seconds and smiles to his new lover.
"Let's do this then."
Well~ That was the first chapter of this fic. If you like it, please review, recommendations are very welcome!